i am so damn sad.

haix.
my swimming plans was gone.
dashed hopes.
i wanted so much to go since so long ago..
things kept cropping up.
first..
"gals problem"
second..
"high fever"
third..
"PSI rating high"
i am really sad like hell.
time wasn't in my favour.
but if not going can improve our current situation now..
i rather endure & not go..
th0u i will still be very very sad & disappointed.

and this time..we quarrelled.
no. not really.
we ended up speechless.
die lor.

i think this time we are done with it.
all my fault la.

from now onwards,
i will never say anything.
i will only keep quiet even if i'm boiling to the maximum.

he will only see my happie side from now.