Tuesday, July 28, 2009

老大's departure..


老大的亲兄弟。。老二!


你看老二有多坏!?总是欺负哥哥!害到老大总是装死投降!


老二总是爱认为自己很可爱。。很单纯!已经被我亲眼目睹它的坏行为了。。但它还是坚持自己是无辜的!越看越可爱!

老大每次都喜欢这样睡觉!

但这些照片从今天开始都变成了回忆。
因为老大刚刚在几个小时前离开老二。。包括我和宝贝了。
回到家时。。
我老豆就说它好像不行了。
年纪大了。。
也差不多该是时候了。
它应该解脱了吧?
看到老大的时候。。
它已经动也不动了。
真的离开了。
身体还是温温的。。
老大,
你是在很努力等我们到家是吗?
可惜你等到累累了。。
就这样睡着了吧?

现在只剩下老二了。。
不知道它晓不晓得它的亲兄弟先走了一步。。

老大。。
宝贝和我永远都不会忘记掉你的。。
因为我们曾经很疼爱过你。
这两年的时间。。
你见证了我和宝贝的爱,和我一起庆祝今天鼠年的来临!
刚不久出世才三个月多的你。。
和老二还住在一个小箱子里。。
莫名其妙就坐了宝贝驾的车回了我的家!
你们就这样被我和宝贝亲手带到我的家中。
老大,
你好好上路吧!
下辈子别再当老鼠了。
真的有投胎的话,
记得要当个人。。
不要再被人类困在笼子里面!
如果你不幸当了只狗。。
我肯定会把你带我家。。
但是你千万要做只黄金猎犬噢!
我知道再过不久。。
老二也会来找你的。
但是先让它陪我过完今年的生日!
拜托了!!!
老大,
宝贝和我都很LOVE你的!
永远都会记得你那可爱,天真又讨人喜欢的小脸孔!
我们永远都会想你。
你将永远会在我们的记忆中。
宝贝和我代替老二向你说声永别了。
再见了,老大!
:'( :'( :'(

Monday, July 27, 2009

disappointed.

hmm..

i am kinda sad now.
no longer wish to comment on anything.

nothing can change it anyway.

我一直在等。。
但是最后我还是一次又一次失望收场。

我没有资格要求些什么。。
奇迹是没有可能发生在我的身上的。。
我更不可能要求一个不可能会发生在我身上的事!

路是我自己选择的。。
是好是坏。。
我已经没有机会回头了。
开心或非常不开心还好。。
我都要面对全部。。
以为这些都太迟了。
所以我在不愿意也得要走下去。

我说了太多了。。
不想再说了。
反正说了。。做了。。
全部都是多余出来的。
有意思吗?

我还是静静就这样忍下去吧。

希望很快就会改善。。
虽然我知道可能性是非常的渺小。。
但我真的很希望。。

i chose this path.
so i better keep my mouth shut.
that's it.

Monday, July 20, 2009

i so wanna go disneyland again!

my target is to go Hong Kong with my baby!

see...
http://park.hongkongdisneyland.com//hkdl/en_US/events/overview?name=RcmdCouplesPage

i am crazy!

but seeing the video..
isnt it romantic!?~

i so envy those couple who really went there!

kenji is back!
oh finally..
at last i can stop hearing him saying that he misses his galfriend!

haha!
thanks to him who acc me to the docs last friday!
i was so afraid of my report on monday!
opps..
its already monday!!!

i shall go & collect during my split shift.

alright..
gonna slp soon.

still waiting for baby to reach home..
gotta wait till after his shower..
cos he's gonna call me.

oh well.
din managed to update on time.
[18.02.2009] - happy belated 2yrs 5mths anniversary :)
hee*

kk.
stopping here now.
so drained out today..
worked 13hrs!
tml another morning-closing shift.

waliew~

YVONNE..
TAHAN!
pls pls pls save money ok!
i must really save money to go for my trip with baby!
thats my target of 2009 with baby!

nabei..
must save!
die die also must save up!

alright.
nitex nitex..

Saturday, July 11, 2009

back again..

mia-ed.
yes i know.

i have been very very busy & life has been chaotic for me during the end of june.

my dad was hospitalised..
& my grandma passed away right after the next week when my dad was discharged.
during that period..
i was in & our of hospital taking care of my dad & granny.

no matter how reluctant i was..
i still had to take care of her since my dad is not around.

thought i can finally work peacefully after my dad discharged..
within a week..
i was doing my closing stuffs & my dad called to break out the news to me.
yes..
she passed away peacefully in my house.

i thought i wont cry..
tears was running round & round..
but it didnt drop down.

i had to control..
i knew my dad will break down if i cried.
i dino i will still feel sad when she passed away.
i saw her slping on her own bed when i rushed home.
i couldnt believe it myself at first.

well..
everything was done & over.
i am back to my own working life.

i was catching up lotsa stuffs that i missed out during my 5days of leave.
okie.
now i am almost back on the track.
tml working 2pm all the way to closing.

see how it goes..
maybe i will fetch baby @ vm.

alright..
stopping here now.

feel like slping :)