counting down 3days to baby's bday!

spent a big bomb on baby's bday present..

im broke again.
terrible.

items i bought;
birthday card.
lucky cat.
puma wallet.
puma cap.
puma jacket.
deuter backpack.
adidas jersey.

amount reaching almost $500!!
diaox.

who ask me to love him!?
haix.
nvm.

everytime i go shopping..
everytime i saw mens' stuffs..
everytime i feel that he will need it..
everytime i feel that he will like it..
everytime i will buy it.
EVERYTIME without any consideration of budgetary concerns.

kenji says he wanna be my boyfriend!
lolx.

well..
too bad i only love ADAM WONG!

hee :)

3 more days to his birthday.

& i already surrendered all his presents to him.
cos i have an event on his bday! :(
therefore, i couldnt celebrate with him on the actual day.

but will still buy him a small cake in advance.
will give him on tuesday night.

im racing against time.
i have so little time to do so many things.
my time is not enough!
its packed like sardines!
& its seriously very tiring...

ok.
i shall lie on my bed now & wait for baby's call.

nitex.

happie 2yr 8mth to us~

happie 2 years 8 mths anniversary to me & baby!

may our relationship be smooth-sailing...
& everlasting!

i love my baby!

happy day :)

today is my eldest niece, rachel's 4th bday!
went to fetch her from school..
then to west coast plaza to collect food.

back to my sis's in-laws house..
had some fun with Rachel..
my younger niece, Nicole was so cute..
not so afraid of strangers.
i carried her so many times & she didnt cry!
but Rachel was kinda jealous when i paid attention to Nicole..
i had to be a two-faced aunty!
once she's jealous..
i immediately divert my attention to rachel..

no photos yet.
waiting for my sis to upload!

was abit tired when i came back home..
but baby's more tired than me.
cos he woke up earlier than me.

drove all the way from JB to my house..
then to west coast..
back to my sis's in-laws house..
then back to my house.
after that to tiong for movie..
drove back to my house again..
drove back to his JB house just now..

went to watch movie..
Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami
was very nice..
certain parts was kinda funny..
but most of it was sad & touching.

right after our movie..
had our dinner @ Rajah Inn..
had our mini steamboat.

our happy day is ending..
finally went back home.

changed our hammy, "老二" beddings & washing up of his bungalow house.

both of us are steam-ed liao!
but i know both of us are happy.
cos we are always quarrelling cos of small stuffs.
i hope we quarrel less often.
i will try to control myself.

i am really happy!
its real hard for me to spend such a day with BABY!
had to apply off day together & its not easily being approved!

i really cherish the time when me & baby can finally get together.
i love his attention..care & concern.

thank you, baby...
i love you.

little updates

was supposed to update a little bits about me & baby.
but was so fed up with lotsa stuffs.

finished work at 6pm on last sat..
went home & clean my home flooring..
slacked awhile & bathe..
slack again while waiting for baby to finish & fetch me.

when baby finally finished work..
i came down earlier cos i need to buy some stuffs.
when i reach baby's car..
he told me there's a cockroach!
nabei..
i was wondering if the cockroach crawl all e way into his car anot..
YES..
i guess so.
my feeling tells me so.
nth happen thru out the journey.

went his JB house cos baby needs a shower.
then off to fetch his sis..
so..
thank baby for bringing me to supper & had curry laksa for supper.
his sis wasnt intending to eat at all.
so she just slept inside.
cool yeah!

we had a fast supper cos its drizzling..
thank god..
cos we almost finished the food.
off to his HOMETOWN.

I REALLY HAD A GOOD GOOD SLEEP!
baby's house is always so peaceful during the night except for cars driving past.
fresh air..
peaceful..
no traffic..
the most important thing is..
i finally get to spend time with him!
it seems like i visit his parents every 2-3mths!
i really notice that!

everytime when i go back with him..
we will sure quarrel cos of minor thingy.
this time round..
we are finally smooth-sailing.
thank god for that.
i'm really grateful for what i have.
god gave me happiness.

thou we did nth at all..
except been in a car for a long day..
cos baby needs to drive more than a 90-min journey to his grandma's house to fetch his mum.
after that another 90-min journey back to his own hometown.
by the time we came back..
its evening.
imagine we set out at 1.45pm!?
& reach home at 6.30pm!
my butt almost caught fire~

had dinner with his whole family..
oh goshZ!
curry fishhead!
heehee!
my all-time favourite cos its spicy!

went back his house awhile..
the day has almost ended.
left his house at 9pm plus..
a little bit of jam here & there..
reach JB at almost 10plus...

off to SG already..
massive jam at MY custom..
20mins gone.
halfway thru to SG custom..
another long long long jam again!
more 30mins of waiting..

finally reach home at 12plus..
goodness!

when baby reach his JB home..
he didnt went to his house straight.
he called me right away..
during his journey back home..
back to the first paragraph..
a cockroach was crawling on his leg..
he almost got into an accident!
nabei..
damn cockroach!

i was already halfway dreaming..
but i am still half conscious to listen what he's saying..

thats how i spent my off day.

but i'm contented.
cos i feel the love.

regarding of how i feel..
i'm not gonna say it out here.

to those who are in a relationship..
u should know it as well.

its not the quantity..
but the quality time that we spent with each other HAPPILY together.

should i stay or should i go?

tired of all these..

i have been wondering all these months..
i feel there's a need in a change of my working environment..

i'm really afraid..

my dad is so lonely..
because of my long hrs at work..
i spend only my sleeping time at home..
the rest are at given to work.

i don wanna regret.

i wanna proceed to another journey of my life.

i want to fufill my dreams..

i'm really confused.
afterall, i have been in this company for almost 4yrs.

tell me.
i need guidance someone.

i felt terrible now.
just went thru my 2nd session of treatment.
no one else know.
none of my working colleagues.
except kenji & my baby.

vomited 2 times in the bus.
luckily kenji was thoughful enough to standby plastic bags for me.
otherwise, i cant imagine the worst.

today's session sucks to the core!
i felt terrible then before.
tummy seems so empty.
feel so hungry yet i don have any appetite.
this is so torturing!

my only motivation to go for this session is BABY.
i am willing to be more healthy because i don wanna be a weak girlfriend to him.
i can still stay beside him & go thru all the ups & downs with him.

kenji is giving me all the encouragement & support that i need.
& i really thank him for that.
really.
without him,
i will be lost somewhere.

alright.
i gtg now.
feeling so sick.
just wanna update before mich says i MIA again.
no way.

bye.