sick & tired of life-

i have been terribly busy in 1 month..
terribly tired in this 3 weeks.

kenji said i MIA-ed.

been thru lotsa stuffs.
lotsa problems at home.
some minor probs in r/s as well.

or should i say..
its a shiity june for me?

felt so terrible.
my mind is so occupied with stupid & lame stuffs.

yucky manx.
i'm getting lazier to even come online checkin mails.
not to mention about updating on bloggie.

just feel so tired all of a sudden.
i can even sleep all e way until 4pm during all my off day.

something must be wrong with me.
i'm gettin crazy.

something wrong with me or its just him?

can someone tell me?
i wanna know the answer.

i miss kenji.
he's always there for me..
being my listening ear..
being by my side when i need accompany..
esp. when i am so damn angry..
he always ended being my super duper "balloon".
i can blow all my stuffs in this balloon of mine.
u better come back to SG soon ok!
i am waiting..
your gf is waiting for u as well.
i have lotsa things to share with u..
lotsa things to tell u!
nic & wm misses u as well.
esp nic!
opps!
i'm sorry nic!
but its e truth la rite!

alright.
got no mood to carry on typing.

gonna slp now.
nitex.

depression

i hate u.
i damn hate u!

why did u came back?

i nvr like u at all.
u aint welcome to my home.

u caused unhappiness to me.
u caused unhappiness to everyone.
to create attention all to u..
u created unneccesary trouble.

money & money & money is all spent on u.
all started on your stubborness.
everything turned out like this all cos of your stubborness.

now.
u are a nothing.
only a burden.
an irritating person.

u caused me to have depression years ago.
u caused me & my dad to quarrel over u.

u are not even my mum!
i will only take care of my dad & mum.

u nvr took care of my mum when she is still alive.

u only blame her for not giving u a damn grandson.

don come back!
look for your grandsons & your great grandson to look after u.

i will nvr bother to take care of u.
nvr!
over my dead body!

don blame me for being like this.
cos u're e one who caused me to be such person.

u don deserve all this attention..
u are such an evil women..

don waste your time.
u are not getting anything from me!
nothing!

我很难受！
我哭了整晚。。
我真的真的很恨她！

我这一生都不想再看到她了！
事情搞到现在这样。。
都是你一手造成的！
是你活该！
怨不得任何人！

你知不知道你连累很多人啊？
你什么都做不了。。
只会拖累人！

我恨死你了！

全都是因为你。。
我的忧郁症又再次出现症状！
你到底知不知道你很讨人厌！