i am kinda confused now.
heart feels so heavy..
& yet i don't know why..
is it because i am still clinging on to my memories?
seriously..i don't want just memories..
i want now & forever.
but the situation now seems like it can only be memories.
i so don't wanna let go..u know..
haix.
i don't know what i really want now..
i feel so terrible.
everytime i am upset..
my health always go downhill.
why?
feel like vomiting now..
but i cant seem to throw up anything..
the feeling is much more worse..
i rather throw up everything which made me feel uncomfortable.
don't torture me like this.
i am so gonna break down.
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