alone..

i am so alone now.
work.
work.
work.
only work.
no life liao.
i hate it.

now my life only has..
-morning wake up.
-prepare for work.
-work.work.work.
-eat.
-or rest during split break.
-cry.cry.cry.
-finish work.
-go home.
-slp.

this has been repeating for these 6mths.
i am really tired.
workload is getting heavier.
teppy & me even hurt our hands & fingers.
feel like crying.
but i endured.
i carried on with a wide smile.
laughing with great pain.
skins ard my finger nails tore.
bleeding fingers.
yet i kept quiet.
i'm sure teppy can feel it.

no one can ever lend me a crying shoulder..
forever alone.