puffy eyes

my eyes are so teary & itchy the whole day..
so sianx today.
time seems to be passing so slow.
i am so dead the whole entire day.

i will sure slp early today.
no mood for anything..everything.

ARGH*
wtf.
i hate the life now.
freak la..

i am so tempted to get lotsa stuffs.
but no money.
why everything need money?

i wanna get a notebook..
i want hp.
i want more more more clothes.
but after all..
still afraid of online shopping.
cos nowadays too many frauds liao.
but the items are so damn nice lor.

i feel so alone.
its so near yet so far.
we walked tgt just now.
but it seems like i'm walkin alone.
whats this?
hate it.
oh fuck manx.

i so feel like hugging rach darling to cry out loud loud.
my heart is like thumping so hard on me.

am i going to be single all my life?
no pls.
i want someone who can give me unconditional love.
lotsa happiness.
lotsa lotsa care & concern.
100% faithfulness.
all the guys in this criteria are all taken?
not available?

i am going nuts.
seriously.