depression mode

is everything going the right way?
it seems very smooth now..
will i suddenly just trip & fall hard?
pls..
i hope not.
i hope its just purely love.
nth else.
i am afraid.

oh no.
i am thinking anyhow now..
my mind is so confused.
pls..
can someone tell me i am not thinking too much?!

i am breaking down.
i hate the feeling of hot & cold.
i just want the lukewarm feeling!
is that so hard?

emo.
mood swing.
depression mode.

我真的撑得很辛苦。。
我不行了。。
就快垮下来了。。

没有人能够真正了解我现在的感受。。

i really need someone to lend me a crying shoulder..
i really need someone whom i can trust..confide my sadness..my tears.