numbness

heart broken.
why there isnt any much reaction?
why?
am i still unimportant?
i give my everything..
yet i get all this treatment?
what is he trying to tell me?

i am feeling worse & worse..
so emo whenever i am alone.
i cant hold on for any longer.
i feel the urge to break down soon.

tell me what to do?
i'm at my wits end le..

nth has been done.
i'm so left alone.
except scoldings, bad attitudes, cold shoulder, even to extreme ignoreness.

am i such a bad person to deserve all this?
tears flowed secretly everyday.
yet he doesnt seem to feel anything!

his feelings gone?
if so,
why am i still being a stupid fool to cling on?

i am just another idiotic person.
just another stupid fool.

shattered heart pieces all around.
tears flowed like the heavy rain.