big disaster

in big big trouble.
oh why?
why i got myself in such a messy mess?
dead.

got a blocked nose & a bad flu.
runny nose the whole day.
kent lor..
he got it first..
now i got it.

lacking of vitamins.

i must be well prepared now.
i should pull myself out of this sadness world.
i know it will be hell for me.
but i'll still try to walk out.

why still cry for someone who doesnt even know?

somehow,
i knew the results.
i knew it.
it turned out to be true in e end.

P.S: darling..i felt like i'm at my wits end. oh dear..i feel like crying. but i forced myself not to let my tears flow during work. its damn hard.