wee*finished 1 question of my assignment.so shag.took me so much time.gonna pia somemore soon!deadline is 6 aug!omg*fainting..already 2.49am!gonna sleep soon.will be meeting siew choo & sandy in the afternoon.so long nvr meet up!more than 1 year liao!i am so so so excited.i promise to take some photos and post it up asap.i am SO HAPPY!i miss them so much.hopefully huihui can turn up after her lessons.i know i will definitely get it from dear if he ever finds out i am still awake.
had been going in & out of toilet these few days..cos not feeling well.omg*its so torturing so not even having a day of peaceful sleep.yesterday night slept at ard 1 plus..but never really had a good sleep due to lotsa visits to toilet again.so irritated.i am so steamed this morning..so so so tired in dear's car..i miss my mouse.nvm.tml can play mahjong with mouse, my sis & bro-in-law.today work 12-6.cos got function.guests from greeks.wahs.busy lor.plus i am serving a VIP table.walao.i am damn suay.lucky they are all nice people.not very fussy.hee:)rush to meet chee hoe at capitol centre.he gotta give excuse letter..and i gotta collect my student ID and password.and accompany him to have dinner..but i didn't eat.only bought an ice lemon tea.ella was absent today..so another lecturer replaced her for today.was quite bored.abit lame.nvm.we ended class at 8plus..cos he gave a short break so we can end the lesson earlier.i gotta stop here.need to continue my assignment now.byeee.
walao.i am damn fed up.i so hate attitude thingy.i'm almost exploding..this is happening all the time..why?i am so speechless now.dono wat else to say..i just received a mail from kenji!he's fine in japan now!i gonna have my shower now before i am late! BAR will be mine tonight again..
i knew it!i am so damn suay..my mouth put me into deep trouble.was wondering wat to do after the briefing..kept saying that i'm bored cos i got nth to do.my words came true.its eerie.less than an hour later..cocktails came.its ok.worse thing..bulateh took the cocktail order..guess wat?its mohito!the cocktail i hate to make most!~cos i just simply hate to touch the mint leaves.i was lucky though..i made 2 mohito..finally!i have ran out of mint leaves!i actually knew i can ask the kitchen whether they have mint leaves..but i didn't!i purposely not to mention anything.i remained in the bar..told ady to tell the other staffs that mohito is item 86!but..retribution!i started getting orders like..lime margarita..strawberry margarita..all required blender machine which i only have a pathetic dying blender >.<"u know that moment i so so so feel like crying out.almost jam with orders.everything i am busy..there is sure to have rootbeer float.gotta travel all the way to kitchen just to take a small single of vanilla ice-cream.thats so crap alright..initially..i thought i can finish work at 10pm due to split shift.but..as i said..i am so suay.ended up working split end.i think my sixth sense is really accurate.now..my leg doesnt want me anymore..aching is all i have got.but..nvm.overall..i have extra bucks.hee:)
my heart was clear now.i know what i want.i love $$$ & the times spent with dearie moussie.happiness is all i got.i'm not rich now.but i'm happy without any broken promises.even if it does happen..he makes sure that he will make up to me.my choices now.studies.money.moussie.friends.freedom.happiness.
during the times with him..i got unfulfilled promises everytime..now that we have broken up..but i still get unfulfilled promises.it makes me felt that it was right to leave him.i could no longer entrust myself..my heart to him.till now..its still broken promises..maybe by next wed..it will be a total empty promise.i just knew he will give an excuse!ended up..he really did!why is he forever like this?dragging and dragging.he nvr knew how much it may affect others.just an excuse solves it all & pushing it to others again.not even informing earlier till i asked then he gives shit to me.my departure doesn't change him.not even a bit.its just his honey mouth which makes him going around?watever.but now..i don't wanna care whether he's gonna change.just wanna settle my dad's matter.all i know i'm being CHEATED.maybe next week..he's really getting shit for me.i won't be surprised.my heart is dead cold since last year.just don't push me to that limited level of mine.thats it.ok.having PPS tonight.argh.sian.tml working split shift.moussie say de..but i thought its split shift end?cos ady told me to do BAR..well..doesnt matter to me.its either more money or exactly the money i was suppose to earn.lolx.i'm preparing my stuffs now.not coming in tonight..gotta wake up early.yawns.byee byeee.
today's lessons sucks.i am so so so tired.ella is talking....but i am here secretly typing..some of my friends are even surfing friendster..checking mails..so i am not the only bad student.its really bored la.waliew!~later still need to buy microsoft word disc..no choice..i cant save this money..if not i cant do my assignment.sadden manx.i havent even throw my cheque.but now throw also no use.still gotta wait till tue..better throw tonight..throw already then need not worry.- - i am still upset when i see that. what does that means? i am troubled. why must it be on that day? i guess i better concentrate on earning money..more & more money! my heart is still swinging.. - -
had a tiring day..my legs are leaving me..too busy to even drink a glass of water..u know..when a fish doesnt have water..it will end up a salted fish.its lame..i know ^-^was busy from 7pm onwards till i finished work at 11pm.the feeling definitely sucks.imagining walking here and there non-stop for four hours!gross manx*but time really flies like a shooting star..went to smoke at 8plus..after that..continue to chiong work again..suddenly..i saw my watch..woohoo*its 10.30pm..but there's still kinda big crowd!i was talking to myself..saying.."die la..this time sure extend one..sian la!"but after clearing the table..ady said i can go home!u know..i was kinda happy today..its not the time which passed damn fast and i get to go home..NO!its actually one of the tables guest's birthday.i brought out the cake from the kitchen.thinking to light up the candles outside..but wind was so great..KS helped me light up everything..then me & jeremy brought the cake out to C01 together..within 2 steps..all the candles are blown up.we laugh like hell.finally..i decided to use the cigar touch!even used 2 menus to cover the cake from the wind.me, jeremy & ady even sang a birthday song to that lady.after that,i was walking around..the lady gave me a slice of cake!so surprise and nice of her..feel so motivated to work after that.her friend was a very nice indian lady too..together with a guy..he was kinda humorous too.hope to see them again..happie birthday to that lady again:)
boring lahs..
i am kinda sad.i used to be very close with her.but recently..i'm not very close to her anymore like we used to be..somehow..she is not the one i used to know.the feeling just sucks manx.what is happening..can anyone tell me?i am so frustrated over this for a few days already.did she change or i am just sensitive?another thing..i think kenji is hiding something from me.why cant he just tell me the whole freaking truth..?am i so wrong to know the truth?am i? am i?my life is going haywire..recently got 2 new subs..FOM & PPS!~aiyo..giving me headache.everytime gotta form into groups & choose ppl to stand infront of the whole class just to voice out the stuffs we have discussed.i am so damn shy to stand outta there!i can manage to escape this time but not forever right?yesterday during my break time..me & alice went downstairs to foodcourt..cos she wanna buy fried rice for her husband.went down then saw chee hoe coming out from minimart.
so we went down foodcourt together lor..blah blah blah..came up then alice said her heels are broken.me & chee hoe went to minimart to buy elephant super glue!~haha*
hmm..after all..her heels are still ok but abit slanted..
oh..its about 3.30pm..i gotta have my shower before i head to work.tonight..i know the bar is mine tonight..cos no one knows the bar yet..jeremy & wei sheng also not working.maybe thursday got hope..jer is working on thurs..hahaha!ok.i'm resting my fingers here.bye.
i was browsing ard friendster..saw his profile..damn hate him now.thinking that i was such a fool in the past!he flirt ard and yet i can still tolerate.forever thinking that he's cute or wat!i really think you are disgusting!and that girl..pls don't give such a bitchy look.omg*not that i think i am so great..but i do think i look better than u..fatty.so u better stop being a hypocrite.ALL THE BEST!bitch!i am so unlucky.drop my wallet in bus.that particular person picked up my wallet..took my money away..funny thing was,he put all my cards into a bag and give it to a bus driver.hurhur*sian la.moussie finishing at 12..still damn long..i'm having my tom yam maggie mee right now.shiok*well..i'm gonna chiong my GB while waiting then..
