sadness

i hate lies.
i hate lies.
i hate lies.

i got very hurt when i knew someone whom i trust alot ever lied to me.

i hope dear will never ever lie to me.

i am so afraid to trust a person now.
i hate to cry.
but i am crying secretly numerous times these few days.
i suddenly felt so alone.
felt neglected somehow..

but i will never tell him.
cos i just wanted to be happy with him.

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i hate HER.
she is giving so much inconveniences.
HE is pushing HER to my daddy.
now my daddy's knee is bandaged.
all thanks to HER.
24hrs taking care of her.
SHE don like me at all.
better still.
i don welcome her.
no one understand me.
ppl think i am cruel..
not understanding..
but SHE is even much more worse than me.
nvr even realise that SHE, herself is so troublesome.
SHE had the best which i nvr even had before.
i am always number.2!
yet SHE still complains this & that.

i really hate to stay at home!
it's nvr peaceful with HER ard.

i felt so sad when i saw my daddy with a bandage on his knee again.
ARGH.
WTF WTF WTF!!!
pls ...
i am going berserk!
how long more is this gonna last?

things which i hope will last nvr seems to last..
things which i nvr hope to even exist at all seems to last forever like nvr-ending.
WTH?!
is this a joke or wat?
playing a fool with me?

Dear's house is like my 2nd home.
the only place which i felt comfortable..& the most peaceful-ness place ever.

i pity my dad somehow.