sad

i am so damn sad.
saw everything..
i read it.
too sad for words.
i realised that i am just a small fry.
only until now..
i realised i am just a nothing.

jun jie KOR..
sorry that u are always here to collect my tears these 4 years.
i wanted so much to let it out,
but i guess its a very small matter to him.
everytime i am sad..
i don't know whether i should tell him.
cos whenever i wanted to say something which i think its serious or important..
it seems like he's distracted by other things everytime.
i got so fed up..
i felt so alone after that.
i am really heart broken.
but no one knows.

i had to always be happy.
cos i don't want him to be angry.
but sometimes i can't control my emotions
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