你真讨厌！

臭成华！
你是讨厌鬼！

讨厌讨厌讨厌！
气死我啦！

你真没有我的心！
>.<"
>_<"
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+_+

give me more time..

上个礼拜天，
田野带我去庙了。。
谢谢你，田野！
一离开神庙，
你一直在哄我开心。。

这几天，
我都很努力保持开朗的心情。
虽然有时候我失败了。。
眼泪流了。
但我知道我已经做到一半了。

我真的很辛苦。。
很难受。。
但我坚决不能让自己的情绪影响工作。
真的撑得很辛苦！
没人知道。。
我还是继续带着欢笑。。
再给我多一点点的时间！
我一定能振作起来的！
还有很多事等着我来做！

好了。。
明天还得做早班。。
不说了！

1 litre of tears

i hate this..
jus half an hour ago..
i was so happy..
and now i received the 2nd worse news in my entire life.
the 1st traumatic news in my life was when i was 11 yrs when my beloved mummy passed away.
i did not get a chance to see her for the last time as i went back to sch to collect my results.
& now..
he's someone who loves me more than anyone else do.
now that he's gone..
i lost him.
again,
i nvr got any chance to see him for the last time.
why this happen on me again!
i took so much time to let go of my mum..
now that i have to go thru all this all over again.
i hate this feeling.

i just received news from kenji..
other than my mum & dad..
he is someone whom i love dearly for all my life..
he passed away.
i so wish i can fly to japan now..
but with my condition like that,
doc doesnt allow me to fly over..
if not my health will be in danger.
its that serious.

big feast, reveals of baby's present

had a full dim-sum buffet today..
slack awhile at vivo..
then went back home..
my bro-in-law drove us to bukit merah central..
baby & me went for a haircut..

then had dinner at my house area..
went up my house slack awhile again..
after that baby left..
tml work again.

abit sianx.
enjoy alot outside..
then suddenly next day need to work..
but no choice..
no work=no money~

been so long since i enjoyed days like this..
11 days more to my bdae le!
yes!
so i have 1 more day to enjoy next month...
i still cannot guess baby's secret present!
argh*
damn.
he hide it quite well..
opps.
or should i say very well!?

ok.
time for me to reveal my present for baby's bdae!
tada~~~
ans:
1. seiko watch (which costs me a big big bomb)..
2. converse jersey..
3. black collared shirt..

hahaha..
nvm.
though i'm damn broke now.
at least i'm happy..

out the whole day..
wanna have my rest now..
my turn to slack infront of the tv..
tvb drama*

baby's birthday, sadden, regreted, tears flowed

left vl at about 6pm on monday..
went to JB to meet baby.
we met at the custom area.
carried the cake & his presents from my house all e way to JB..
omg*

celebrated baby's bday ytd..
was with him for the whole 24 hrs.
had steamboat at night with his cousin & friends..
had BBQ with his sis the next afternoon.
went back to his house to slack awhile..
watch tv..
then went back SG.

supposed to upload pics..
but.....
by accident,
the pics were deleted.
so so so sad.
there's no way anymore.
regreted.
lost the pics of e cake..
lost the pics of baby & me with the cake.
haix.
only once a year!
how can it happen on me?
i'm damn useless.

had been quite awhile since we took pics..
& now..
all gone.
tears flowed.

dammit!

tml will be having lunch with my sis, bro-in-law, daddy & my niece rachel..
baby will be joining too.
main purpose of the meal was actually celebrating baby's & my birthday..
also my sis & dad's birthday.
cos all our birthday are near each other.
considered a gathering.
most probably goin for a haircut after the meal.

ok.
no mood to go on le.
i can only blame myself..
stupid fingers.

baby's birthday

in less than 5hrs time..
its gonna be baby's birthday!
wee*

but poor me..
my hands are gonna be full with my own bag..
his presents..
his cake.
argh.

ok.
i'm gonna get myself prepared.
cya!

busy week.

had an event last week.
reader digest held a function at The Hall.
mark lee was here also.
took care of e VIPs..
of cos..
he was considered one of them.

took a pic with him too.
he's very humorous..
really!
nice chatting with him~

well..
apologised due to my MIA..
ok.
i was very very busy handling enquiries..
besides that..
i was going crazy over the 1300pax on sunday for APAA event.
so squeezieeeeeeeeeeeeee!
cant even walk about..
it made me so so so tired till i had no energy to go online & update here until today.
today had a busy day too.
tml got event again.
i am gonna slp real soon.
in less than 15 mins time.

having a runny nose..
bad sore throat..
so afraid of losing my voice.
haix.
my voice already started tuning to another channel.
cough is coming up to welcome me..
oh manx!

everytime i lose my voice & suffered a bad throat..
it spells trouble.
that means i'm gonna get a high fever soon.
this happens once or twice in a year for me w/o fail.
i hate that.
today..
i forced myself to drink lotsa PLAIN WATER.
i dint take any cold drinks at all.
no ice lemon tea..
no coke..
not even hot coffee as its very heaty.

i almost couldnt resist the temptation of having hot coffee.
cos the weather was jus too chilly..
but..
i did it!
i drink warm water instead.
thou my mind is still thinking whether...
u know u know.

i nvr had a day w/o coffee ever since i was being transferred to VL.
coffee is a must for me.
yet..
i have to force myself not to have even a sip for these few days..
see how it goes..

ok.
i wanna slp now.
tml is a full day for me.
alright..

should be updating lesser due to my schedule.

goodnight :)

baby's birthday is coming soon.
busy planning & getting his birthday stuffs ready.
that was almost enough to kill me.
but i am most willing to..
who ask me to love him..
true..
when it comes to love..
i'm totally blind.
lolx.

monday blues

wah.
nvr work oso feel tired.
suppose to acc baby to collect his work permit.
but raining.
so baby went alone.
then come my hse to wake me up.
had jap food for lunch.
did some changes to his present.
hee*
i cant say it now.

jeremy called me jus now.
but too bad..
baby went back home le.
nxt time ba.

just finish my cleaning..
wah.
sweating like ....
vacuum & mopping almost cost me my life.
gonna have my shower now.

tml work split le.
sianx.

ok.
will stop here.
i'll be busy later.
designing my present for baby.
hee*

so sianx today.
haix.
maybe i'm having my monday blues..
eek~

rach's bday, big bomb

celebrated rachel's birthday early afternoon.
she's so mischievious now!
naughty!
lolx*
but awhile..
she got used to us & felt more comfy..
still afraid of strangers..
cos we nvr seen her for months.


her chicken head.


the niece & auntie yvonne


lotsa peace*


my bro-in-law, rach, me, my sis


daddy, rach, me, baby adam _she just cant have 1 more sec of patience..


daddy doesnt know he's inside too. rach is too quick for e cam..again..

bought my thumbdrive @ $19.80 already!
oh yes!
finally..

collected baby's present..
wahs..
its a big big bomb..
big hint.
spent more than 500++ for just 1 present.
which means i have a total of 3 presents for him.

i'm so gonna scrimp & save.
thou my pay is gonna be in soon.
but i have to pay off credit card which is used to pay for the priority present.
now u see..
see how much i love him?
my hard-earned money automatically goes to him willingly..

thats why ppl say love is blind.
& i agreed so.
well..
its true.
depends on how much u love your partner.

anyway..
shall be meeting up with baby again tml morn to collect his WP card.
then have lunch..
after that we will be heading separate ways.
he's goin home & i'm goin VL for meeting.

after that..
i will have to shop for my baby's last present.
hopefully can settle his stuffs by tml.
so i need not worry so much except for the cake.
i will worry about the cake next wk..

ok.
nth much to update for now.
so hot..
gonna have my shower!

happie happie 3rd birthday!

HAPPIE HAPPIE 3rd BIRTHDAY RACHEL aka QIQI!

i so so so love my one & only niece!

i am now charging my digital cam batt!
i must take pic wif her tml~
must must must!

she loves taking pic too~

i am so excited to see her tml!
omg!
i jus cant wait anymore!
i was thinking whether she still can rmb my baby adam when she sees him tml.

she got along very well with him during the zoo trip.
she even held adam's hand & walked ard.
i'm not jealous of them of cos.
but i'm jealous cos she got new friend then don wan her one & only auntie.
well..
the way she addressed baby as "korkor"..
very cute!
even when she call me "ah yi" also not so cute.
argh -____-"

ok.
thats bout it for now.
shall be back soon to update pics.
stay tuned.