a gonna-be hectic saturday

tml will be a hectic saturday for me.
lotsa stuffs to follow up.
guess 80% of my time will be inside the room.
omgness*
i sure need some slp at 3pm.
hopefully..

if not i will jus take a short nap in the room.
well..
had a meeting at 4 today..
crushed my beauty slp.

thats why i was so steam-ed the whole evening.
dinner wasnt so bad.
managed to hit my worse target.
had a busy afternoon...

ok.
i shud jump to bed now.
if not i'm so gonna be dead tml.

heavy eyebags..
i'm already a panda..

but..
i'm still lookin forward to my niece bdae..
jus endure 1 more day & its my off day liao!
wee*

tml need to withdraw money for her big angbao.

i really need to get a thumbdrive soon.
cant survive without it.
technology world.
-_-"

ok.
ending here.
enuff of craps.

nitex.

upload pics, rachel's bdae

got some pics from shela's cam.
uploaded finally..


Miss Yvonne.


my all-time hardworking part-timer staff, teppy & me.
guess where she's from? philipines or vietnam?
the correct ans is vietnam.
cos none of my guests believed she's a vietnamese.


my another all-time hardworking part-timer, tien hon & me.
need not say..he's a pure sg'rean ok!
well..
see how short i am?!
idiot!
he made me feel like i'm a short-ie.


juan, shela, me, my baby adam, bikey, tien hon, joshi (see his fat thighs?)


another pic of us.


big feast session.
thinkin of my jacket..
i dirtied my converse jacket on that day! :(


nancy & des - my baby adam & me :)


the cute lil kitten we saw..
the malay guy carried him up..
so we took e pic.
scary eyes.
of cos..
when i said "him"..
obviously i noe this is a male kitten.

as for now..

i'm still still still trying to get used to marketing!
oh manx*
not very hard..
but definitely not very easy either!

today woke up at 7am.
had my fav fishball noodles for breakfast.
den happily took bus to work.
reach 8.30am exactly.
i was lucky..
bus came at the right time.
or else..
i might have just reached on the dot.

thanks baby..
for agreeing to attend rachel's bdae.

no presents for her.
only a big angbao.
anyway..
my sis lor!
she say adam nvr come also nvm.
as long as angbao come den can liao.
walao.
she was laughing still.
a small lil hole in my pocket.
i love her so much..
so its ok.
its a once-a-year celebration.
so so so long nvr see my niece due to heavy workload.

luckily i can take PH on sun.
if not i'm gonna miss e celebration.

i love baby to bits.
i pls pls pls so muchie..
den he agreed de...
e only reason he agreed cos..
i'm his gal..
& partly cos its my sis's daughter.
wee*
so happie!

tml workin 12-S end.
still ok la.
can slp awhile.
hope so.

i'm so eager to close my very first deal.
still trying to get the hang of it.

YVONNE HO!
加油！
U CAN DO IT!

yes..
i'm sure i can do it too.
once i close my first deal..
i will sure have more confidence to move on.
right at this moment..
i'm still afraid that i'll screw up.
after all..
i'm still a baby noob.
give me some time!
argh*
gambatte!

i'm still tryin to keep myself awake..
i wanna watch channel 8 at 2am.
ghostly drama!
hee*
even if i will let out steammmm tml..
i wun regret.
i wanna watch!

still waitin for baby to reach home.

黄成华宝贝。。
何淑贤真的很爱你！

interesting kitty videos

so loving~



to ppl who have cats at home & surprisely facing a high water bill prob..
better check it out!
maybe your cat does this at home!



i was like omg-ness!
i cant believe it..



two-faced kitten.

enjoy those videos!
it may brighten ur moody day..

feverish, complicated, misses, backstabbers

feeling feverish today..
maybe due to lack of rest for a long long time.

isn't a blog for us to let out our feelings?
why is there so many complicated problems?
haix.
poor rach.

i shud consider to make my blog private...
this is best for everyone i guess.

i'm losing my happiness.

don understand why ppl choose to believe those who cant be trusted?
ppl who really put effort are not even known & ended up useless.
jus wanna feel appreciated.

RACH darling..
i miss u lor..
w/o u inside e room..
seems like short of sth..
even now juan nvr cracks jokes liao..
no more tummy-pain of laughs!
i miss those days..
how i wish u're still ard..

those olden days are gone forever.
freedom & happiness became extinct.
now..
its only stress..
careful..very very careful of backstabbers.
how i wish i can go back to june..

she has so many motives.
too bad i just cant guess it out.
too clever for me..

well..
everything will eventually comes to an end.

my existence will slowly be faded in time to come.
trust me.

for my bestie..siew

to my bestie,
siew..
don be upset.
i was once like u before.
someone told me this before..
"wat is meant to be yours will be yours no matter wat"

u must pluck up ur courage to find your own happiness.
& nvr tell urself that u don dare to do it.
its impossible that no one loves u..
there must be somebody..
its jus that u dono.

single & being attached has both advantages & disadvantages.
when u're single,
u tot of being attached.
reasons: wanna hav someone who loves & shower concern to u.
when u're attached,
u tot of being single.
reasons: squabbles can made one very tired & loss of concentration in work & life.

therefore..
let it be natural..
don worrie that u'll be a old maid.

we are still so young ok!
u've plenty of time to choose among so many guys.

i often felt insecured of this & that.
but realised that its useless.
cos it simply make ur life worse.

lesser thinking = lesser worries + lesser tears + MORE happiness
unneccessary thinking = more worries + loss of concentration + more tears + LESS happiness

sometimes,
if u feel like crying out loud..
pls go ahead.
crying out really makes one feel lots better.

i'll be always be there for u.
i'm ur guardian angel.
someone whom u seldom see..
maybe once a year..perhaps once in every few years.
but i'm always secretively viewing ur blog.
jus that u dono all this.

i'm very busy in work these year due to some changes in job scope.
but i'll still make out some time to go online.

meanwhile..
always believe what ur heart tells u so.
believe in ur intuition.

nvr doubt urself for u may lose ur way of life.

loves,
von

balancing on a thin line..

haiss..
no mood nowadays..
dono why also..
busy till no time to eat..

today was so high..
busy busy busy~
i become so high replyin enquires..
somemore we are both newbies..
we are noobs!

walao..
i cant imagine it.
somemore..
i'm still tryin to get used to it.
haix.

damn tired.
tml workin 9-6..
but i'm sure i cant escape..
sure have to end later.
nvm.
shall be waitin for baby to finish work at 7.30pm..
den have dinner..
meanwhile can do my work.

i'm gonna lost my balance.
so stressed up balancing with marketing & operations.
aiyoyo!

i am trying so hard now!!
god bless...

fakeness, supper, marketing, confused

haix.
everything is just so fake now.
nobody can see.
sadden.

jus reach home.
has supper with simon & juan.
was so hungry jus now!
luckily managed to catch my last bus..
thank god that i don need to spend my money on cabbies.

i'm now into marketing..
more & more marketing.

the "black" words are so sarcastic..
spoiled my mood.
aiya..
jus cant stand fakeness.
everything is so different & 101% fake after they left.

nvm.
jus don wait till i bomb.
i'm still enduring until my limits are over.

meanwhile..
i still love my staffs.
thanks to rose & shela..
they bought curry puffs for me..
but i couldnt eat it.
cos i was jus too full after the staff meals.
i'm terribly sorry gals.
next time ok!?
loves <333

ok.
i better slp now.
tml whole day at work.
sianx.
i'm still trying to get used to marketing.
very chim for me at this moment..
quoting & all gives me a big headache.
i should be able to handle it soon i guess..
cos i jus love meeting different ppl..

i'm so confused now.
well..
everything is jus simply confusing! :S

nites~

secret.

tired. tired. tired.

i'm so upset.
but i cant say it out.
its a secret.

all i can say is..
its not cos of my relationship.
totally not.

only can tell rach darling..
guess she's e one who knows me best.
oh well.
but she's leaving tml.
its her last day.

i still cant see her blog!
oh god.
she better change the skin soon.
damn.

nvm.
i knew we will still meet when there's chance :)
right darling?!

振作起来！

田野。。
别伤心。。
我都知道你那里发生什么事了。。
你怎么每次什么都瞒着我！
还好nic告诉我！
怪不得你跟我说话的时候，
我就感觉很不对劲！

你还强忍着。。
勉强自己装作很开心！
你这样让我更不开心！

我在外面。。
什么都帮不上忙。。
这次还好有nic陪着你。。

nic!
thkq u so much!

这种女人不要也罢了！
真没良心。
她根本都不会珍惜你对她爱好意！
你人很好。。
一定会找到一个更好更好的人！
所以我求你不要再伤心了。。

我认识你快要21年了。。
你的性格。。
我比你的女朋友还要清楚！

你真的需要哭出来的话。。
nic就在你身边。。
他肯定会借你躺一躺的。。
你就安安心心大哭一场！
你啊！
别太大男人了！
谁说男人就不能哭！
伤心就哭嘛！
每次都忍忍忍。。
到最后，只会伤到你自己。。
让你自己更是难受！

武内幸 田野！
拜托拜托！
别绝食了啦！

nic..
我全靠你了！
你这次要帮帮我噢！
一定要让田野吃些东西才行！
每天都有刻薄训练。。
不吃东西的话，
他会垮下来的！

now i hope kenji is gonna brace himself up asap.
poor boy..
god bless kenji..
he's such a nice nice soul.

lazy-ness

guess wat..
i slept at 2plus ytd..
but woke up at 4plus in e afternoon.
imagine how tired i am?

watch tv..
eat..
nth else to do..

tml split shift le..
thinkin that i hav to work till closin on sat..
den start work e nxt day at 7am..
i am so worried that i cant wake up e following day.
oh damn.

worse thing is..
juan ask me to give her morning call..
all depending on me.
stressssss.

i hate e weather now..
made me feel so slpy..
made my mood so dampened.
made me so SIANxxxxx.

argh.
ok.
nvm.
i will watch movie later.
i mean not goin out.
but stayin home.
watching movie at my com.

i'm a 101% certified piggie today.
田野 said so..

oh well.
i don mind since its only 1 day which i can slp like nobody's business.
cos this coming sun will be a totally different day from today.

bye guys.

sianx.sianx.siannnnnxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

enjoying my ice cold coffee~