siansation..

tml will be my first paper..
study quite awhile..
very tired.
hopefully time will pass very fast till my last paper.

my eyes are so swollen after studying so many pages..
feel like sleeping again..

yesterday heard from dear that he's working night shift on my bdae..
haix.
no choice.
gotta spend this day on my own..
abit sad la..
but what else to do..
nothing right..

thanks Eva S..

just saw my friend test..
there is someone named Eva S.
would like to thank her for taking my test but yet i am not sure who is she...
hopefully she would come by here again and let me know.

yesterday went out with my dad, sis, bro-in-law & my niece.
so fun..
but she was so hyper-active..
naughty naughty.

tml working split le..
so many days nvr work.
abit lazy liao.

should be starting full-time next month.
hopefully i will like it..
if not i will start finding other better job offers outside.

lazy-ness

exams are coming next week..
i only study abit..
den slack..
haix..
i really got no much determination.

monday night..
dear made me wait like fcuk.
i was very sad.
but he cheered me up very easily.
i am so easily contented.
he just drove me to allson's there to have our supper.
ate sotong..kangkong..lala...

cos i waited for him a few hrs without having my dinner..
my last meal was my lunch during 11am plus..
all the way to 10plus..
my stomach was empty.
thinking to have our dinner together..
but....
ended up nth.
anyway..
its over.

just now dear came my house without me knowing.
i thought my dad knocked on my door..
in the end..
its dear!

hmm..
he accompany me awhile then go home.
i learnt to accomodate at times.
he should go home early also.
furthermore..
he has the effort of coming to accompany after his work.

YAY*
tml rachel's coming..
after that we are going out!
yipee*
i so wanna play with her again!!!
dear said tml he will accompany me the whole night.
he will spent his night with me.
cos fri working morning also.

i love my dear so much.
i am so stupid.
should have cherish him even more.
he really cares for me.
loves me like no one else do.
compared to others..
we are so much luckier!
i must really cherish all this blessed happenings.

just ended the call with dear.
cos his card no more money le.
he went out to buy topup card..
though i said tml can buy..
cos now very late le..
very dangerous.
but he still went ahead.
i will be waiting for his call..

happie days..

promised to upload pics long ago..
but lazy..
now finally upload them.

well..
by the way..
i was mentioning dear's birthday the previous post.
took quick snapshots then we headed to his hometown.
had curry mee before we continue the long journey.


i nvr seen someone holding cake without his shirt on..
but dear said..
like that then special ma..
more unique.
my mouth was zipped at that minute.

aiya..
he is that birthday boy..
he like it then can liao lor.






3 quick snapshots before we left the house.


dear bought me to Sushi King yesterday..
wee*
i love him!
spent ard RM70..



its not mine. dear's food.






ok. thats mine.




our fried scallops..but not very well done.



food snatching!



the 2 little bros sleeping..



thats my 老大..



see the way how my 老二　sleep in the afternoon..looks like a dead piggie. but looks quite cute too*



a michievous rachel.




got these 2pics from my sis just now. yay* my niece is coming my hse this thursday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

happie birthday my dear..

he is having a shower now.
the cake is also in my room now.
however,
its still a surprise for him.
hee*

will come back soon!
bye.

advanced posting..

another 8hrs more to my dear's birthday!
hee*
i will not be updating tml..
no time.
tonight going to meet dear..

monday will be meeting my sis & bro in law..
including my dad..
we will be having a dim sum buffet.
hopefully dear will join us.
i will be happy!

today is my 1st time working with cheng teck..
doing opening..
lolx*
he looks so blur..
cos long time nvr do service..
always stuck in bar.

hmm..
i shall stop here.
nth much to update also.
tummy ache!!

i'm broke..yet i am happy:))

i am damn broke now..
2 big explosions on both dear & my sis birthday pressie.

actually 3 bombs..
the very first bomb..
our anniversary gift..
the second bomb..
his birthday pressie & surprises..
(its a secret!)
the third bomb..
my sis birthday pressie.

i wonder how am i gonna survive the rest of the days before my next pay cheque comes.
suddenly..
i remembered my niece, rachel..
she always said "oh dear!"
now i am the most suitable one to say "oh dear!"
lolx*

though my wallet now has a BLOODY BIG hole..
but i am rather happy..
i have done all the stuffs i wanted..
bought all the stuffs which i needed.
i am satisfied now.
lucky i work alot this month..
so next month..
life will be slightly better i guess?
god bless me.

dinner buffet :)

dear just went back home.
shall wait for his sms before i sleep.
so i will sleep with ease when i know he's home.

just now had a big buffet feast with dear at bugis..
together with ah bin korkor..jeremy & ling..
so shiok.
jeremy is the winner.
he ate the most..
i cant believe such a skinny tall guy like him can eat that much.
its abit unbelievable..
scary eh?!

then walk back to esplanade & we headed on our own ways.
ah bin korkor went to VL to find ah pat korkor..
then jer will send ling home..
me & dear went to marina square carpark.

i am so satisfied.
always wanted to have steamboat session.
well..
i had it today.
my wish is granted.
it marked my wonderful day with a fullstop.



this love song is specially dedicated to my dearest hubby..
though he doesnt understand the meaning of the song..
but it doesnt matter.
just wanna let him know that..
i love him.

「ねえ、大好きな君へ」笑わないで聞いてくれ
「愛してる」だなんてクサいけどね
だけど この言葉以外 伝える事が出来ない
ほらね!またバカにして笑ったよね

君の選んだ人生(ミチ)は僕(ココ)で良かったのか?
なんて 分からないけど…

ただ 泣いて 笑って 過ごす日々に
隣に立って 居れることで
僕が生きる 意味になって
君に捧ぐ この愛の唄

「ねえ、あの日の僕ら何の話をしてた?」
初めて逢った日に よそよそしく
あれから色々あって 時にはケンカもして
解りあうためのトキ過ごしたね

この広い僕ら空の下 出逢って恋をしていつまでも

ただ 泣いて 笑って 過ごす日々に
隣に立って 居れることで
君と生きる 意味になって
君に捧ぐ この愛の唄

いつも迷惑をかけてゴメンネ
密度濃い時間を過ごしたね
僕ら2人 日々を刻み
作り上げてきた想いつのり
ヘタクソな唄を君に贈ろう
「めちゃくちゃ好きだ!」と神に誓おう
これからも君の手を握ってるよ

僕の声が 続く限り
隣でずっと 愛を唄うよ
歳をとって 声が枯れてきたら
ずっと 手を握るよ

ただアリガトウじゃ 伝えきれない
泣き笑いと悲しみ喜びを共に分かち合い生きて行こう
いくつもの 夜を越えて
僕は君と 愛を唄おう

PS:
i knew you will be my one & only in my this entire life.
cos no one will love me more than u do.
adam..
i love u more than anyone else in the whole universe.
u meant the world to me.
without u..
i am just a nothing.

misses..

dear just left my hse ard 30mins ago..
yet now i am missing him liao le..
i am so...

yay..
tml finish work with dear!
then he will go home to take the cage..
will come back to my house again.
then 老二 will have new house..
not really new hse la..
his friend give de..
so tml 老大 & 老二 will be separated liao..
unless we bring both of them out & let them be reunited.
haha*

2 more weeks to exams le..
i am getting more & more nervous..
worrying about this and that..
i should have more confidence in myself instead.

dear today bought the 1GB m2 card for me le..
her sis passed it to him.
wanted to return him back the money..
but he said no need.. >_<"
take it as the anniversary present.

hmm..then i can concentrate on the "thing" for his coming birthday :)
wee*
tml working 11-6..
maybe going for revision class..
most probably going la..

a rainbow after the rain..

had a sushi feast with dear on sunday after buying our hammies' toys..
went to vivo..
bought some toys for our hammies..
guess wat?
we spent more than an hour inside..

all cos of my dearest hubby lor..
he's so fussy than me!
haix..
i am jealous over the two hammies..
he cared more for the hammies now..
damn damn damn*

today went bugis awhile..
looking for new cage to put 老二...
cos he's too violent..
always bullying 老大!
even bite my dear's finger..
so naughty like shit.

then went to buy my metal strap watch & necklance..
dear bought the black strap at JB..
so i went to chameleon to buy something to put on..
in the end,
i bought rings..
3 in 1..
3rings at the price of $9!
quite cheap to me la..

hmm..
after that..
something happened..
got an heated arguement..
but now..
its over.
we are fine now.
our quarrels very quick & steady de..
talk it out and everything is fine back to square 1.

he said he "died at my hands"..
but i insisted that i am the one who "died at his BOTH hands"..

we are a happy couple afterall :)
i am so blessed.