fcuk off!

FCUK*
heard her super duper voice since 12plus till now.
was awaken by her!
NNB..CCB!
i really hate her!
always trying to get attention.
shout & shout & shout!
i had enough..
mentally breaking down!
was so angry now..
my keyboard really suffered this time..
poor thing*

hehe..
my darling, rach got boiboi liao.
hehe* woohoo* wee wee*
all the best manx*
also dono whether she will read this entry anot..
lolx*
nvm.
tonight will be seeing her & ken..
:))

slept too much..
yet i'm still yawning..
nvm.
i'm going to eat le..
my dad just came back from JB..
hopefully he got buy the spicy chicken wings!
byeee.

puffy eyes

was working ytd..
quite peaceful..
but was busy from 6plus to 7plus..
hehe*
thanks to my darling, rach!
she helped me ytd if not...
i cant mention the "thing" also..
its a secret.
but 老鼠 managed to guess it out!
wtf*
no fun liao!

everything was fine..
after work..
went to have supper at newton market with 老鼠, jeremy & ling..
jeremy led the way..
cos i dono how to go..
haix.
so funny..
was eating halfway..
jeremy's brother called ling's phone.
after he hung up..
his mummy called.
due to his orientation at 8am tml..
suay*
after that call ended..
its ling's turn!
his daddy called her.
lolx*
waliew..

after that..
my turn!
that phone call caused me to end up with tears.
i was crying like fuck*
i wouldnt mention about the incident.

today's lesson was boring..
luckily it ended at 9.30pm..
i was yawning & yawning throughout the whole lesson.
was struggling to do my assignment given..
my eyes couldn't even open to its usual size..
next lesson got test~
siao liao..
abit no confidence..
maybe can pass..
but not high marks!
argh*
everytime TEST TEST TEST!
i'm goin' mad*
haix.
stresssssss....

just another sunday..

hmm..
woke up at 1.30pm~
so wanna slp longer.
later working..
gotta go bathe soon.
got slight headache the moment i'm awake.
was slacking on the sofa..
watching channel 55.
was putting on a tightening mask too.
quite sometime never put mask liao..
pimples popping out!
so ugly like shiit.

i'm still thinking whether to go CLINIC with rach on wed nite.
but i'm kinda excited.
hehe*

i so wanna go swimming again!
老鼠 said this coming sunday can go swimming!
wee wee*
can go swimming again!
i wanna slim down so desperately after sean said i've gain weight!
thanks sean*
your words motivated me to really go exercise!
haha~
this time..
i think i've really become a crazy 小飞鱼!
but i'm lovin' it!

well..
i'm stopping here.
gotta complete my working routine again.
1. gonna have my shower.
2. dry my hair.
3. watch tv.
4. have my lunch.
5. tie up my hair.
6. put on my make-up.
finally..
7. leaving my house for work.

oh my god*

just came back home.
老鼠忘了拿他的passport!
omg*
drove back to my house again..
wasting time..
should be already on comfy bed~~~
haix.

my darling, rach became a 2nd "yvonne"..
so sad..
today me & rach talk crap alot..
laugh alot also..
hopefully we can still stay close..
our vm 3 sisters seems like falling apart.
now only me & rach still steady..
hmm..
1 day..
i hope we 2 jie-meis will still meet up talk craps again :))
i really really hope so.

today is ah bin korkor last day in VM..
sadden*
hmm..
he gave me a wine-opener!
i wanted to have a wine-opener so long ago!
finally!
thankie so much.. AH BIN KORKOR!

just now rach jio me go CLINIC on nxt wed..
don't know going anot..
depend on 老鼠 lor..
i got night class on that day also..
maybe after class then go VM wait for rach.

will be working in the evening later..
hopefully not so busy ba..
just ended the conversation with 老鼠...
praying that the 老鼠 will not be late for work tml!
hehe*

i better stop my rubbish..
its gonna be 5am!
byeee.

我是小飞鱼！

hmm..
what should i say?
today will be going back to work after 1 month..
later working 6-11..
i guess will be busy liao.. >__<"
cos today is eve of PH..
then tml is good friday:)
yes!
tml can swim liao :))
woohoo**

i am really gaining weight..
omg*
sean said my face become rounder!
alamak*
so sad lor..
although i still laugh..
haix..

ok la.
i gotta go have my lunch then prepare for work le.
haix.
still abit slpy..
i am a piggy.

1 more thing..
i wanna be a real happie 的小飞鱼!
i wanna swim ard in my own world..
having my freedom anytime..anywhere.
i'm not gonna care about the stuffs which makes me feel upset or wadeva craps.
i just want peace throughout my whole entire life with the person i love.

YeaHx*

老鼠 said i got schedule liao!!
thurs, fri & sun...
all 6-11pm.
i saw my name on the schedule..
haha*
my name is on the first line.
but last week schedule empty >_<"

although only got 3days..
but nvm la..
at least still got lil' bit of income :))
nxt week maybe try to get split shift.
got more money..
hehe!
hopefully la..

later going to eat supper..
gotta bathe now..
byeee.

proving myself...

today went for lessons at 1.30pm.
reach there at ard 1.20pm..
nobody was there yet.
i was the earliest!
hehe*
but ytd i came back home at ard 3am+++..
slept ard 5am..
waliew..
it was actually a reluctant thought to wake up at 12.00pm.
but thinking it was business organisation today..
better not skip it.
wanna slp also must fall aslp there.
lucky today got buy sweets..
if not i really fall asleep.
but hor..
the lecturer talk quite fast..
sat with eve & alice today..
but alice was slightly late.

got a 15mins break at 3pm.
wahs..the whole place was freaking cold like fuck*
even the jacket i was wearing on couldn't be of much use.
wth..
i really need a jacket la!

haix..
i was abit worried.
got lotsa stuffs to memorise..
i'm really scared!
i don wanna fail..
i wanna study hard this time round!!!
i must do it!

何淑贤。。你要证明给大家看，你是能做到的！
加油！加油！加油！

气死我了！

肚子痛了一整天。。
人有不舒服！
好痛苦！
今天被冤枉了。。
把我显得很像一个不负任的人。
弄得我真的伤心死了
讨厌鬼！
大老鼠！
被你气到快发疯了。。

唉。。
没有人能够明白我的感受。。
总是说真话的时候就没人信我！
我的心真是乱了！

boredd.
boredd.
boreddddddddd....

sian la..
dono wat to do at home..
eating.
slacking.
sleeping.
watching tv.
daydreaming.
i already surf net until sian liao..
played gunbound..audition..online mahjong..
i'm sick of it liao la!
how i wish i am working now..
still can earn money & not wasting money & time!
ah..
i miss my vm colleages..
omg*
ytd saw sheila & haedee..
haedee's smile is always so sweet towards me.

ytd my darling, rach went to japan for holiday..
will be away for a week..
will miss her like mad.
tml got BO lessons le..
still no plans for sat nite.
argh..

another thursday..

wahs..
derek show me another pattern again!
waliew*
i'm going mad.......
just now called derek..
he say he haven got my timetable yet..
but i already give weibin my timetable on monday lor!
ah bin said he put on his tray liao!
i also not stupid!
i also sms winnie my schedule.
like that he cant escape & push all the blame on me.
BLEAHxxx~~~
hopefully i can start work next week.
gonna pia work from thurs-sun!
no money ler!
die la die la!
no money hard to survive!

i wanna go swimming leh..
i wanna go suntanning also..
but who wanna acc me?

i need a jacket so desperately!
haix..
i so wanna get my blue ADIDAS jacket since don't know how long ago....
my hair turning white le..
i wanna earn money to get it..
last time saw that jacket..
but cost ard 100+++!

:'( :'( :'(
these few days suffering in coldness thru out the whole lesson on mon & wed.
ytd gotta knew 2 new friends..
Alice & Eve.
waliew..
my class only got 3gals including me.
sian la..

i need a new pencil box! ( still can wait.. )
i need a jacket asap! (DESPERATELY..i'm gonna turn into ice! )
i wanna start work ASAP! ( hope so..don drag my time le..i pok like siao already! )

just uploaded the pics on tue @partyworld *


joey face was slightly cut off..



shihua & me



shihua, ling & me -shot1



shihua, ling & me -shot 2



ling & me -shot1



ling & me -shot2



joey, shihua, me & ling -shot1



joey, shihua, me & ling -shot 2