sick..

i'm sick.

i got fever..
i got diarrhoea..

nb.

couldnt eat much.
stoned on my bed..
slp & wake up.
slp & wake up again.
gosh!

finally my fever subsided.
diarrhoea is getting better.

got MC today..
sucks.
wasted 35bucks on medical.

just waste 200++ on family appliances.

everything spoil!
now my body machine also spoil!
shit la!
dammit.

tml work morning shift liao.
i bet there will be tons of stuffs for me to do for sure.
very very sure.

god bless me.

i wanna get well soon.
i don wanna feel like hell again.
i hate the feeling of my own body machine going against me.

exploding..

woohoo*

i am back.
have been so busy working these past few days.
no time for updating.
tired already.

i am so angry now.
dont ask me why!
i will explode!
nb*

i am supposed to fix my own working black pants..
gonna sew the metallic thingy onto the pants cos the button dropped off everytime!
shiity thingy!

but..
now..
baby is doing it for me!
maybe i am the boyfriend.
HE is my girlfriend.
is not that i dono how to sew ok!
dono why he wanna do it for me..

he's spending the night with me for today..
the last time was like since 1mth plus ago...

alright..
i better stop here.

nth much actually.

i am just very angry!
baby is controlling me..
cooling me down..
but he's not the one who made me fly to the highest limit.
just in case i explode..
dont blame me.
cos i have endured many shiity things thru this 2009..

my limit is telling me that its e end already..
this is not my drama mama pattern.

ppl who knows me should know my temper...
i can be damn good to the person until ppl thinks i'm biased or wat..
but once they climb over me..
all i do is to endured & take it as nothing happened..
endured till my red limited exploding lights beep..
& endured for my last time with all my might!
there's no chance after that.
thats it.
here goes my temper.
i think i am already patient enough.

well.
not going to talk about this topic already.
sianx.

tml see how it goes ba..

nitex.

经历过所有才会明白一切！

我现在很清楚知道什么是幸福了。。
原来有时候。。
就算是安安静静的一对小情侣。。
有时候会一句话也没有。。
但这些并不代表就是凶兆！

可能是对方工作下班累了。。
不是不开心而没话说。。
只是因为工作累了而不想说些什么。。
只想安安静静。。
一方面可能是想控制自己的情绪避免向对方发泄。。

我真的很明白了。。

但我每次遇到这样类似的事。。
我也就安安静静地跟着宝贝。
但是我的宝贝还是很努力在我面前表现得很好！
虽然我知道他是真的很累，
我也配合他的心情。。

他安静的时候。。
我也跟着他。
当他开心的时候。。
我当然也跟着他。

互相配合一下对方。。
就更容易避免无谓的争吵咯！
感情就自自然然变得更平稳。

我真的很幸运！
毕竟我们两个人已经经过了不少风风雨雨还是能开开心心在一起。
只是偶尔还是会因为某某一些小事而吵架。
还好每次都是在一天之内雨过天晴！

宝贝一直在包容我的缺点！
但我也是得同样要会懂得包容他的缺点！
这一点我还要更加努力才行！
我不会就这样放弃的！

等下约了田野和nic买东西！
但是不是我买。。
而是田野！
他终于有女朋友咯！
我太替他高兴了！
所以。。
他其实是想买点东西送给他的女朋友。。
这将是他为她买的第一份礼物！

哈哈！
不说了。
我还是赶快准备一下。。
要不然我迟到的话。。
那只小鸟又要说我了！

拜拜！