heartbroken.

nth to update.

my time was all occupied with work.

all i know is..

i felt like crying hard.
i know i should stay strong.

i hate this.

我很讨厌这一分钟！
难受死了！

A Real "sWaY-iNg" SATURDAY!

i was real suay ytd!
know wat?

the story goes like this..
happily preparing myself after my shower..
finally left the house early..
blasting my omnia phone music..
lift is here..
so i went in..
of cos the door will close la!
then..
i feel the lift motor fan suddenly stop.
i was thinking..
couldnt be right????
i kept pressing the lift buttons..
i knew it..
gone case liao la!

surprisingly..
i thought i will cry..
but i didnt..
this lift is always breaking down.
nth strange.
but i nvr thought that i will be trapped in lift in my whole damn 22 yrs of life.
i called the hotline..
supposed to reach 15mins which the guy told me.
ended up i really waited 30mins!
i was trapped inside the lift for more than 30mins!
seriously..
i thought i will be dead from suffocation inside.
it was real suffocating man!

between the time..
jeremy called me.
i told him i was trapped inside e lift.
all he said was: "wah..got so lucky ah?"
i was like thinking..
yupp.
i am really lucky.
my 4D should strike today!
after the call with jeremy..
weibin korkor also called me.
i told them e same story again..
i was laughing inside the lift.
why i laugh?
because weibin told me that rach darling heels suddenly broke...
i was laughing again..
finally someone was as suay as me!
weibin said it's lynette turn..
then he called her..
but she dint asnwer the phone.
ended up..
she fell down from the stairs!

luckily..
in just a few mins after they arrived..
the door opened..

nabei*
i was perspiring like a mad dog..
the description of my make-up was like..
as if i have never make up at the beginning!

ok.
nvm.
i took cab to SAM.

walao!
wth manx*
how could this happen to 3 of us?
1st: Rach
2nd: ME
3rd: Lynette

thats also the SHAMEI CLUB Rankings which weibin has created for us!
come to think of it..
its real eerie.
the bad encounter happen from the eldest all e way down.

ok.
nvm.
i took cab to SAM.

& now..
i kinda develop a phobia in that stupid lift in my block!

when baby & me get home..
i was asking baby..
should we walk up the stairs?
& guess wat!?
baby says why not!?
nabei la!
i am already having phobia..
& e incident actually just happened in less then 6hrs ago!
so bad sia!

GOD BLESS ME..

clumsy! , happie 2yrs & 2mths anniversary

left vl @ 12am..
cos guest left late.

fidy & me wanted to dabao the pastries.
oh well.
here it goes.

i stood on the chair to look for something.
& i was blur enuff to keep reaching higher..
tiptoed-feets going towards e end of the chair.
of cos la!
the chair fell sideway..
& i fell down lor..
sprained my ankle lightly..
earned a very big bruise on my righty hand.
got 2 bleeding cuts.
skin teared.

see how clumsy i am!?
nabei.
i was really suay la!

meeting rach darling & e rest later @ VM..8pm.

gotta clean my floor before i go out!
seems like i dropped alot of hair.
when i saw my floor..
i'm so terrified.
am i going bald soon?
touchwood*

today marks our 2 years & 2 months anniversary for baby & me.
these few mths had been rather tiring for both of us..
still remembering those days when we always spent time with each other every 18th of e month.
now..
time doesnt allow us to do so..
wonder when can we enjoy again..

i am so so so playful..
i love to play..
loves to enjoy as much as i can.
loves to be happy w/o any worries like a small kid.

i'm still waiting..
looking forward to the next enjoyable times to be with baby.
a world that only belongs to both of us.

baby, ilu.

status - busy & tired but yet blessed & fortunate

MIA-ed for e past 10days..
was so busy with work stuffs.

was on full shift for a few days..
so so so tired when i got home.

but all thanks to baby..
he was with me all these nights..
as in not spending the night with me..
he waited for me just to send me home..
& he was also working full shift as well..

i knew he's tired..
very very tired.
yet he still made his greatest effort to even wait for me.

there was a TV shooting at vl on fri night..
baby finished at 11..
he was on full shift too.
i was on full shift from 10.30am all e way..
left vl about 2am..
baby waited for me as well..

i felt so fortunate..
feel so blessed that i chose to be with him 2yrs ago.
e more i think i'm not wrong to make this decision that moment.
e more i know its not a mistake when we started afresh 2months ago when our r/s was on e rocks.

all cos of baby..
i managed to come this far..
he's all along my pillar of support.
i so love him.

yesterday finished work at 6pm..
quickly rushed home to have my shower..
but halfway thru my journey..
baby called me.
he needs my toilet urgently..
supposingly meeting my house downstairs..
ended up..
he waited in my house.
my daddy opened door for me lor.

when i reached home..
baby & daddy both happily watching tv..
nvr seems to realise my existence!
nb!
kns lor.
nvm.

i quickly have my shower..
then went out with baby.

baby asked me to grab something to eat..
but both of us are so sick of kfc & mac..
long john not very convenient to dabao anyway.
maybe next time..
e only choice left is mos burger..
not bad la..

baby had teriyaki chix burger..
& i had croquette with curry burger..

waited for jeremy & shihua..
cos we are catching movie "fast & furious 4"!
its baby's all-time favourites!
i already booked tix online..
so after collecting our tix..

we went to the open area & had our burger while waiting for them.
timing was just right..
just after we finished..
they arrived.

the movie was exciting thou..
nice!

went for a drink after that..
we left the coffee shop almost 1am i guess..

thats about all for this week.

i slept the whole afternoon.
didnt do any cleaning..
so sianx.

slacked infront of the tv with daddy.

i suddenly miss my niece, rachel.
missed her cheeky smile..her mischievous acts..
didnt see her after CNY..
seriously no time.

baby is working full shift today..
tml also!
pooooor baby!
no choice la..
wat to do!?
he so wanna get a lappy for himself.

my righty leg is so painful..
got such a big bruise..
e worse thing about me was..
i don even know when & how i got this mysterious bruise.

alright then.
stopping here now.

shall come back again when i had the chance & time of cos.
next week is another fully-packed week.
damn.

byebye.

reaching the extreme..

我看我长那么大。。
这次是我最累的时候。。
平时累。。
也从来没有累成这样。。

真不敢相信。。

可能我已经慢慢习惯了吧？
唉。。
不习惯也得要习惯！
不是吗？

宝贝今天在我家陪我。。
因为明天他得要很早起床。。

刚才他的那几番话。。
把我气死了！
哇！
真没良心噢！
奎我那么疼他！
讨厌！

臭老鼠！
臭成华！
你真坏！。。

s t e a m - e d

忙。。忙。。忙！
忙死我了啦！

真的是累到无法在言语说个明白。。

好大的压力！
我快要憋死了！

难得明天休息。。
但没办法。。
得要回去帮忙。。
唉。。
算了吧。。

宝贝应该要洗完澡了。。
等我们通完电话后。。
我肯定会呼呼大睡！
但也只能睡到12点钟。。
太可惜了！

好了。。
手指都没什么力了！
不说了。。

晚安！