settled finally..

took mc today..
suppose to work 11-3..
but my body cant take it also..
now i got tummy ache & headache!
maybe not enuff rest ba..
but tml i'm working split shift.
die die also must go..

ytd work split shift also..
gotta piang before my lesson starts.
i have already register for my diploma course.
will be starting class on 26 march next month.
anyway..i'm ending here now.
kinda sleepy..

split shift - -

working later..
will be leaving hse soon.
anyway..
good morning!

was kinda reluctant to wake up just now..
almost overslept again.
my whole building was having a blackout!
i woke up at 4am plus cos my room was so stuffy..
i woke my dad up too.
he tried to fix the freaking box..
but to no avail.
no choice lor.
so i went to kitchen..
and i saw some civil defence people fixing something from the view of my window.
i was relieved.
at least it wasnt just my apartment to suffer a blackout.

thats all for now i guess..
gonna leave soon at 9.50 to catch my bus 195.
lucky can slp at 3pm during split shift..
phew..
if not my eyes will suffer..

MIA~

wow..

seems like i MIA for sometime ah..
no la..

cant find time to update..

was busy working..

aiya..

hmm..

happie new year yea!

was working during the new year's eve...

then went partyworld with..

pat,ah bin,adam,lyn,rach,ah keong & ah jui..

ah peng & arlina came awhile only & left..

was singing like siao..

joey, me , ah bin kor

joey & me

another shot of joey & me

this week work 2 split shifts..

both are extended!

wth..

nvm la..

earn extra lor..

next week also got 2 split shifts!

hmm..

must really have enough rest liao!

anyway..

very late le..

gotta slp now.

a busy night yesterday :)

my latest & only pic on valentine's day...taken in toilet after work. looks kinda weird la..forced my eyes to open bigger after such a shaggy day.


yesterday was valentine's day!

i was working..

its really a busy night!

wah..

i was stationed in REST with shihua & rach & KS.

the japanese group came at 8.30pm.

wahs..

kitchen was soon filled up with lotsa orders.

busy busy busy!

just clearing their plates will need me to use the big overhead tray.

now my both hands aching like siao!~

they left around 10+++ if i am not wrong.

clearing up already takes more than a hr.

jeremy was released at 11plus!

jealous*

i finish work at around 1am?

yea..

adam & patrick went off 1st..

they go jalan jalan while waiting for us to finish work.

after we finish everything..

me, ah bin kor..rach went to usual place to meet them.

we still reach earlier than them lor!

lolx.

ate..crayfish..stingray & some vege again!

abit sian liao la..

thou i am hungry..

but i no appetite..

in e end..

half of my rice went to adam's stomach.

haha..

poor thing.

anyway..

i am ending here.

gonna watch channel 55 now..

my charmaine sheh's show!!!

yeah!

miss so many episode after working so many night shiftz.

bye.

princess's departure for philipines

wtf la..
who is giving who attitude?
walao eh..
break promise again..
say wanna cherish me..
but in the end..
treat me like shit again!
wah..
i am speechless.
wanted to cry out..
but no longer can squeeze anymore tears.

today came back home at 10am.
went to ton at the airport ytd..
was working..
KS released me at 9pm.
ok lor..
so i go home change & bathe then come out again.
met lingling downstairs at the market there.
walao.
funny sia..
we, all met up at tanah merah railway track there.
"we" refers to..
jeremy, daniel, shihua, me & lingling.
haix.
we miss the last train to changi airport lor!
sadden.
so went to take cab.
got a bloody hell uncle wanna charge $12 to changi airport..
cos we wanna take cab together..which means 5ppl in a cab.
in e end..we decided not to take.
so we ask another uncle...
fuck la.
the uncle we asked earlier went to kaypoh to the uncle that jeremy is asking!
wth***
he cant earn the money & he so wanna make sure that others cant earn the money too!
selfish__

lucky in the end..
still got another kind uncle agreed to let us in.
phew..
the uncle very cool lor..
still can joke with us!
haha!

we went to eat MAC when we reach..
so hungry like siao.
soon after..
beatrice came.
we are already tired liao.
daniel was the first person to knock out 1st.
then he woke up again.

talking craps..
wanting time to pass..

FINALLY..
its 6am!
we all slowly headed to take skytrain to T1.
after that,
my darling rach came liao!
soon..
saw princess also!
she gave me a soft toy..
so sweet of her..
omg*
i think i will really miss her.

OH YEA!
today is sean's birthday!
happie birthday!

monday blues~

hmm..
tonight working again..
should be kinda dead tonight?
i woke up with a damn bloody bad headache.
argh.
it still hurts now.
fcuk it*

nvm.
endure for today..
tml i will be off.
but sad..
valentine's day will be occupied with work.
new year's eve also be working.
this year reunion dinner dashed liao.
really sad lor.
even thought of having steamboat de!~
all no more le..
wat to do..
service line is bound to sacrify lotsa things..
can only get to see people enjoy..

i so hope to have another steamboat session soon..
i miss it so much.
that's for replacing my reunion dinner for CNY.

ok la..
i gotta remove my mask & have my shower now.
weather don't seem to be good liao >.<"
byeee.

busy..

just a quick update before i leave my house for work.
nth much actually..
recently quite busy..
so no much time to update.
haix.
tonight will be 6-11.
hopefully the "sea" will be calm.
aiya..
i think i'm running late soon.
will be back again tonight if possible.
sayo*

torn apart..

i am so fucking stucked in between.
he don even understand me at all.
i'm not being cared..being shown any concern whenever i cried.
whenever i started to cry..
he will only say..
"crying again.."
how do u expect me to feel?
ask yourself.
scoldings & scoldings are just what i've got.
how come others can get more concern from u?
why am i the only exception to be treated so badly?

am i so fucking ugly & not worth it for u to love & care to me?
"i love u" these 3 simple words..
i can only see..i can only hear..
but i can no longer feel it long long ago.