Sunday, June 20, 2010

really heartbroken this time...

another shitty month of mine...

i cried.
yes.
cried AGAIN.
cried really hard this month.
it happened last month.
& it happened again this month.

WTF is wrong recently manx!?

  • have u ever thought that i've been looking forward to this day every month?
  • did u ever noticed how much u've neglected me for all e negative feelings that i'm having for the past few days?
  • do u know how disappointed i am?
  • do u know all e unhappiness that i'm having...?
  • did u feel how i felt about this?
  • can u feel e way that i felt ion e beginning?

i wish i could just voice it out to u just right in front of ur face..
somehow, i guess its better for me to write it here now..
for now i know..in ur mind, it could be another round of bullshitting from me to u again.