numb.

have u ever had this feeling?

have u been ever so devastated till the level & u start to feel nth at all?
u tried enduring again & again..
tried to feel what is going on countless of times..
yet nth seems to turn out wat u really want..
until the day u given up..
& no longer wish for anything?

..

i did.
at this moment..
i am the one.
HO JING YEE YVONNE!

YVONNE,
u're such a failure.
u failed in everything & anything.

i tried.
i really really tried.

i tried to let things run it in a natural way.

but..

ended up..


.
.
.
.
.


it turned out to be what i have thought all along.
thou i do not wish to.

i knew it.
expected that.
thou deep inside my heart..
i really don't wish so.

over is already over.
done is already done.

what more can i expect?
nth else right.

absolutely nth.

i chose this path myself.
so i have to go thru it all e way till the end..

numb.
i feel nth right now.