Monday, September 27, 2010

i'm back!!!

yes. yes. yes.
i went into MIA mode for 2mths plus.

busy mugging with my projects & stuffs.

i've been terribly busy with my uni life & struggling with my full-time job.
but still, i need money to roll into my pocket so as to survive!

2 more days of work in order to enjoy my 5days of leave.

will be going to Genting with baby & his mum.

my planned schedule goes like this for the week.
28/9 ~
finish work at 6pm.
will rush home to clean my floor before i go JB with baby.
29/9-30/9 ~
enjoying in Genting.
1/10 ~
i will suntan myself like a red lobster.
shall dye & highlight my hair after a swim.
2/10 ~
gonna attend patrick's wedding.
3/10 ~
will rest at home & complete some of my household chores.
4/10 ~
back to work again.

Friday, July 23, 2010

shitty stuffs

SIAN.

i'm sick of all these already.
going thru all these mess for the past 10 years!

ENOUGH!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

really heartbroken this time...

another shitty month of mine...

i cried.
yes.
cried AGAIN.
cried really hard this month.
it happened last month.
& it happened again this month.

WTF is wrong recently manx!?

  • have u ever thought that i've been looking forward to this day every month?
  • did u ever noticed how much u've neglected me for all e negative feelings that i'm having for the past few days?
  • do u know how disappointed i am?
  • do u know all e unhappiness that i'm having...?
  • did u feel how i felt about this?
  • can u feel e way that i felt ion e beginning?

i wish i could just voice it out to u just right in front of ur face..
somehow, i guess its better for me to write it here now..
for now i know..in ur mind, it could be another round of bullshitting from me to u again.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

PHEW...

finally finished my LITE assignment!
oh yes!
at least one is done.

now rushing out another two assignment!
terrible thing!

omgness!
i'm so tired already!
spent the whole afternoon finishing LITE online!
walao!
i can't believe i spent almost 5hrs on my chair with my both eyes focused on the screen!
serves me right!
now i'm having headache.
i really deserves it.

ok.
gotta be a good girl & continue reading my article!

BYE.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

绝望了。。

我一次又一次给自己信心。。
一次又一次相信你。。
但是结果还是一样。
又是另一个空等待。

我不敢再相信你了。。
每一次的相信都成为了失望。。

Monday, May 10, 2010

STRESS

so tired..

im still so stressed.

guanjen better ring me tml once he call Sue..

oh manx.

suddenly feel so bad to abandon kangjing alone for bridging..

but im just so NOOB in maths-related stuffs.

i rather read & read & read!

haix.

sianx la.

no mood to do anything.

reading the 17-page of my assignment seriously driving me nuts.
its not difficult to finish reading ok.
lotsa of understanding is the most crucial point.
thats the main point of assignment.

oh manx!
i need a break.

i have no time for anything.

btw,
i must thank DADDY for buying me a new laptop.
I LOVE U, DADDY!

Saturday, May 08, 2010

losing my sense of direction..

i felt so unwell after class.
wonder if its because of the subject that i attended today.

im overloaded with statistics.
oh god.
this is not funny at all.
seriously giving me a terrible headache.
& my head is still turning round & round..
suppose to revise thru wat the lecturer has said today..
but because of e headache..
i laid on my sofa till now.
had a cold shower but it doesnt help at all.

im wondering if i should drop marketing management & just focus on psychology..

haix.
im so confused now.

thank god that i found 2 valuable friends that will be going thru psychology with me.
& they are Kang Jing & Guanjen..
they are really nice classmates of mine.
i will be so sad to leave them if im gonna drop marketing unit.

suddenly dono wat i want now..
dono where e hell im going to..
lost my sense of direction in life.
this feeling is definitely not a good thing.
& im feeling like hell now..
figuring if i want or not!?

FREAK!

my brain juice is currently out of stock.
all because of statistics.
dammit*

all i need now are support & encouragement from my loved ones.
not quarrels.
not arguments.
not misunderstandings.

baby,
i really need your support & encouragement badly at this moment.
i feel like breaking down anytime any moment.

ok.
shall sleep now to reproduce my brain juice for tml's statistics war!

god..pls bless me.
pls keep me wide awake so that i can concentrate all the way from 9am-6pm!

terrible life..

so stress up with weekly assignments & coming presentations!
omgness!
damn it manx.
no more freedom liao lor!

this week im fully booked with work & school.

lets see..

Monday 3 May
11am-6pm @work.
7pm-10pm @school.

Tuesday 4 May
11am-3pm @work.
7pm-10pm @ school.

Wednesday 5 May
11am-6pm @ work.
7pm-10pm @ school.

Thursday 6 May
11am-3pm @ work.
6pm-10.30pm @ work.

Friday 7 May
11am-5.30pm @ work.
met up with Kang Jing for dinner - centrepoint entrance @ 6pm.
6.30pm-10pm @ school.

Saturday 8 May
9am-6pm @ school for business statistics.
after that gotta rush home for a shower & meet baby for our movie session.

Sunday 9 May
9am-6pm @ school for business statistics AGAIN!

see how busy i am..?!

next week will be WORSE THAN EVER!

i will probably drop dead on 14 May which is definitely not a TGIF for me!

Business Statistics FINAL EXAM at 7pm-10pm.
& the next day will be..
9am-6pm for BUSINESS ACCOUNTING!

ARGH!
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY SHIT!

UNIVERSITY LIFE is definitely not a great thing at all.
there's nothing except STRESS!

ok..
i have to sleep now!
have to wake up at 7am SHARP tml!

nitex.
wish me luck manx!

Saturday, May 01, 2010

NOTHING!

piangx!
damn sianx la.
really nothing also become something!

omgness!

im really innocent.
nothing.
nothing.
nothing.
really nothing.

why cant u just believe!?

don make it seems like there's something when there's actually nothing at all.

Friday, April 30, 2010

yippee!

woohoo*
baby is bringing me to mac for supper..
wee*

i've been waiting so long for that.
finally..
but we will have to walk there.
no riding..
cos he's lazy..
he don wanna climb few more storeys up if its occupied.
oh well..
thinkin of it..
its good too.
so i don need to climb so many stairs tml!

school is really tiring & full of stress.
my school lecturer - Ms Geraldine O'Brien is really....
omgness!
her english is so so so damn chim for me to understand.
lucky i got a new friend..
gonna meet her on monday at dhoby gaunt so that we can walk there together.
as well as familarise myself with the routes.

oh yes.
forgot to mention her name..
she's none other than Kang Jing.
e surprising thing was..
she is taking bachelor degree at the age of 20!
incredible manx.

alright.
shall end here now.

byebye.