sick..

i'm sick.

i got fever..
i got diarrhoea..

nb.

couldnt eat much.
stoned on my bed..
slp & wake up.
slp & wake up again.
gosh!

finally my fever subsided.
diarrhoea is getting better.

got MC today..
sucks.
wasted 35bucks on medical.

just waste 200++ on family appliances.

everything spoil!
now my body machine also spoil!
shit la!
dammit.

tml work morning shift liao.
i bet there will be tons of stuffs for me to do for sure.
very very sure.

god bless me.

i wanna get well soon.
i don wanna feel like hell again.
i hate the feeling of my own body machine going against me.

exploding..

woohoo*

i am back.
have been so busy working these past few days.
no time for updating.
tired already.

i am so angry now.
dont ask me why!
i will explode!
nb*

i am supposed to fix my own working black pants..
gonna sew the metallic thingy onto the pants cos the button dropped off everytime!
shiity thingy!

but..
now..
baby is doing it for me!
maybe i am the boyfriend.
HE is my girlfriend.
is not that i dono how to sew ok!
dono why he wanna do it for me..

he's spending the night with me for today..
the last time was like since 1mth plus ago...

alright..
i better stop here.

nth much actually.

i am just very angry!
baby is controlling me..
cooling me down..
but he's not the one who made me fly to the highest limit.
just in case i explode..
dont blame me.
cos i have endured many shiity things thru this 2009..

my limit is telling me that its e end already..
this is not my drama mama pattern.

ppl who knows me should know my temper...
i can be damn good to the person until ppl thinks i'm biased or wat..
but once they climb over me..
all i do is to endured & take it as nothing happened..
endured till my red limited exploding lights beep..
& endured for my last time with all my might!
there's no chance after that.
thats it.
here goes my temper.
i think i am already patient enough.

well.
not going to talk about this topic already.
sianx.

tml see how it goes ba..

nitex.

经历过所有才会明白一切！

我现在很清楚知道什么是幸福了。。
原来有时候。。
就算是安安静静的一对小情侣。。
有时候会一句话也没有。。
但这些并不代表就是凶兆！

可能是对方工作下班累了。。
不是不开心而没话说。。
只是因为工作累了而不想说些什么。。
只想安安静静。。
一方面可能是想控制自己的情绪避免向对方发泄。。

我真的很明白了。。

但我每次遇到这样类似的事。。
我也就安安静静地跟着宝贝。
但是我的宝贝还是很努力在我面前表现得很好！
虽然我知道他是真的很累，
我也配合他的心情。。

他安静的时候。。
我也跟着他。
当他开心的时候。。
我当然也跟着他。

互相配合一下对方。。
就更容易避免无谓的争吵咯！
感情就自自然然变得更平稳。

我真的很幸运！
毕竟我们两个人已经经过了不少风风雨雨还是能开开心心在一起。
只是偶尔还是会因为某某一些小事而吵架。
还好每次都是在一天之内雨过天晴！

宝贝一直在包容我的缺点！
但我也是得同样要会懂得包容他的缺点！
这一点我还要更加努力才行！
我不会就这样放弃的！

等下约了田野和nic买东西！
但是不是我买。。
而是田野！
他终于有女朋友咯！
我太替他高兴了！
所以。。
他其实是想买点东西送给他的女朋友。。
这将是他为她买的第一份礼物！

哈哈！
不说了。
我还是赶快准备一下。。
要不然我迟到的话。。
那只小鸟又要说我了！

拜拜！

heartbroken.

nth to update.

my time was all occupied with work.

all i know is..

i felt like crying hard.
i know i should stay strong.

i hate this.

我很讨厌这一分钟！
难受死了！

A Real "sWaY-iNg" SATURDAY!

i was real suay ytd!
know wat?

the story goes like this..
happily preparing myself after my shower..
finally left the house early..
blasting my omnia phone music..
lift is here..
so i went in..
of cos the door will close la!
then..
i feel the lift motor fan suddenly stop.
i was thinking..
couldnt be right????
i kept pressing the lift buttons..
i knew it..
gone case liao la!

surprisingly..
i thought i will cry..
but i didnt..
this lift is always breaking down.
nth strange.
but i nvr thought that i will be trapped in lift in my whole damn 22 yrs of life.
i called the hotline..
supposed to reach 15mins which the guy told me.
ended up i really waited 30mins!
i was trapped inside the lift for more than 30mins!
seriously..
i thought i will be dead from suffocation inside.
it was real suffocating man!

between the time..
jeremy called me.
i told him i was trapped inside e lift.
all he said was: "wah..got so lucky ah?"
i was like thinking..
yupp.
i am really lucky.
my 4D should strike today!
after the call with jeremy..
weibin korkor also called me.
i told them e same story again..
i was laughing inside the lift.
why i laugh?
because weibin told me that rach darling heels suddenly broke...
i was laughing again..
finally someone was as suay as me!
weibin said it's lynette turn..
then he called her..
but she dint asnwer the phone.
ended up..
she fell down from the stairs!

luckily..
in just a few mins after they arrived..
the door opened..

nabei*
i was perspiring like a mad dog..
the description of my make-up was like..
as if i have never make up at the beginning!

ok.
nvm.
i took cab to SAM.

walao!
wth manx*
how could this happen to 3 of us?
1st: Rach
2nd: ME
3rd: Lynette

thats also the SHAMEI CLUB Rankings which weibin has created for us!
come to think of it..
its real eerie.
the bad encounter happen from the eldest all e way down.

ok.
nvm.
i took cab to SAM.

& now..
i kinda develop a phobia in that stupid lift in my block!

when baby & me get home..
i was asking baby..
should we walk up the stairs?
& guess wat!?
baby says why not!?
nabei la!
i am already having phobia..
& e incident actually just happened in less then 6hrs ago!
so bad sia!

GOD BLESS ME..

clumsy! , happie 2yrs & 2mths anniversary

left vl @ 12am..
cos guest left late.

fidy & me wanted to dabao the pastries.
oh well.
here it goes.

i stood on the chair to look for something.
& i was blur enuff to keep reaching higher..
tiptoed-feets going towards e end of the chair.
of cos la!
the chair fell sideway..
& i fell down lor..
sprained my ankle lightly..
earned a very big bruise on my righty hand.
got 2 bleeding cuts.
skin teared.

see how clumsy i am!?
nabei.
i was really suay la!

meeting rach darling & e rest later @ VM..8pm.

gotta clean my floor before i go out!
seems like i dropped alot of hair.
when i saw my floor..
i'm so terrified.
am i going bald soon?
touchwood*

today marks our 2 years & 2 months anniversary for baby & me.
these few mths had been rather tiring for both of us..
still remembering those days when we always spent time with each other every 18th of e month.
now..
time doesnt allow us to do so..
wonder when can we enjoy again..

i am so so so playful..
i love to play..
loves to enjoy as much as i can.
loves to be happy w/o any worries like a small kid.

i'm still waiting..
looking forward to the next enjoyable times to be with baby.
a world that only belongs to both of us.

baby, ilu.

status - busy & tired but yet blessed & fortunate

MIA-ed for e past 10days..
was so busy with work stuffs.

was on full shift for a few days..
so so so tired when i got home.

but all thanks to baby..
he was with me all these nights..
as in not spending the night with me..
he waited for me just to send me home..
& he was also working full shift as well..

i knew he's tired..
very very tired.
yet he still made his greatest effort to even wait for me.

there was a TV shooting at vl on fri night..
baby finished at 11..
he was on full shift too.
i was on full shift from 10.30am all e way..
left vl about 2am..
baby waited for me as well..

i felt so fortunate..
feel so blessed that i chose to be with him 2yrs ago.
e more i think i'm not wrong to make this decision that moment.
e more i know its not a mistake when we started afresh 2months ago when our r/s was on e rocks.

all cos of baby..
i managed to come this far..
he's all along my pillar of support.
i so love him.

yesterday finished work at 6pm..
quickly rushed home to have my shower..
but halfway thru my journey..
baby called me.
he needs my toilet urgently..
supposingly meeting my house downstairs..
ended up..
he waited in my house.
my daddy opened door for me lor.

when i reached home..
baby & daddy both happily watching tv..
nvr seems to realise my existence!
nb!
kns lor.
nvm.

i quickly have my shower..
then went out with baby.

baby asked me to grab something to eat..
but both of us are so sick of kfc & mac..
long john not very convenient to dabao anyway.
maybe next time..
e only choice left is mos burger..
not bad la..

baby had teriyaki chix burger..
& i had croquette with curry burger..

waited for jeremy & shihua..
cos we are catching movie "fast & furious 4"!
its baby's all-time favourites!
i already booked tix online..
so after collecting our tix..

we went to the open area & had our burger while waiting for them.
timing was just right..
just after we finished..
they arrived.

the movie was exciting thou..
nice!

went for a drink after that..
we left the coffee shop almost 1am i guess..

thats about all for this week.

i slept the whole afternoon.
didnt do any cleaning..
so sianx.

slacked infront of the tv with daddy.

i suddenly miss my niece, rachel.
missed her cheeky smile..her mischievous acts..
didnt see her after CNY..
seriously no time.

baby is working full shift today..
tml also!
pooooor baby!
no choice la..
wat to do!?
he so wanna get a lappy for himself.

my righty leg is so painful..
got such a big bruise..
e worse thing about me was..
i don even know when & how i got this mysterious bruise.

alright then.
stopping here now.

shall come back again when i had the chance & time of cos.
next week is another fully-packed week.
damn.

byebye.

reaching the extreme..

我看我长那么大。。
这次是我最累的时候。。
平时累。。
也从来没有累成这样。。

真不敢相信。。

可能我已经慢慢习惯了吧？
唉。。
不习惯也得要习惯！
不是吗？

宝贝今天在我家陪我。。
因为明天他得要很早起床。。

刚才他的那几番话。。
把我气死了！
哇！
真没良心噢！
奎我那么疼他！
讨厌！

臭老鼠！
臭成华！
你真坏！。。

s t e a m - e d

忙。。忙。。忙！
忙死我了啦！

真的是累到无法在言语说个明白。。

好大的压力！
我快要憋死了！

难得明天休息。。
但没办法。。
得要回去帮忙。。
唉。。
算了吧。。

宝贝应该要洗完澡了。。
等我们通完电话后。。
我肯定会呼呼大睡！
但也只能睡到12点钟。。
太可惜了！

好了。。
手指都没什么力了！
不说了。。

晚安！

累。。

这次可真的是惨了！
田野和宝贝竟然在简讯上联络！
讨厌！
完了完了!

他们肯定在说我的坏事！
又说我不听话！
如果末年末日让他们见面。。
我性命就难保咯！

下个星期又是我最难熬的星期。。
好多宴会要办啊！。。
忙死我了啦！

时间表全都是排到满满！
唉。。
真是悲哀噢！

骨头都快要散了！

何靓怡，加油啊！

宝贝就快要到新分行了。。
我们快要分开了。。
见面的机会就会变得更少！
我肯定会很想念他的。。