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woohoo*

my pic is telling u guys that i'm real tired.

forced myself to take a quick shot since i've not been updating any pics.

finally reach home.

i really miss my baby..

today's work very tiring.

but sales not bad.

simon treated us char kway teow & hokkien mee.

yesterday finished at 11pm.

went for my supper with jer,shihua & shihui.

lost my skill yesterday.

couldnt really eat much.

i'm sure i can sleep really well later on.

finally its my OFF day tml.

hopefully tml can see my baby..

这两天都很难过。。

我是真的很想你噢！

a quiet mind

today patricia mok came to our bar..

she seems very nice.

no attitude problem.

she called me "gal ah"..

cos she wanna order something.

the way she talked to me is very open de..

seems like we are no strangers.

hope to see u again.

thanks to kenji!
he sent me to the doc & sent me back home right to my doorstep.
even paid for my medical bills.

真的谢谢你，田野！
不然的话。。
我也不知道该怎么办好！
麻烦你了。
麻烦你很多很多年了！
谢谢你给我的惊喜。

thanks for showing up to surprise me when u sensed that i needed somebody.
真的觉得你很神奇！
因为我每次需要一个人在我身边的时候。。
你总是每次都能感应到！

i'm ok now.
i will never do all those foolish stuffs again.
i will stop all this.

现在已经没那么痛了。
我不敢去想了！
就这样看着办吧。

i never feel so tired before..

finish work at 7pm today.
went steamboating session with rach & daniel.
rach asked the rest but..
they nvr come lor.
very packed over there.
daniel is really damn lousy in eating.
so fast surrender..
>__<"

i kept munching on my meatballs & golden mushroom.
haha*
so shiok.
i think i ate more than 20 meatballs.
not forgetting my pig's liver.
isnt that much right?

then chatted awhile.

went back to esplanade to find baby.

一直在想到底要不要去。。
放工后，
真得很累！
我的脚一直想要回家。
但是。。
我的心却不想放弃。
结果，
我的心战胜我的双脚。
最后还是去了。
为一想要的只是希望能够给他一个小小的惊喜。。
也希望他能明白我对他的用心良苦。

当我决定去的时候，
我就知道自己的心已经完完全全飞到他的身边。
到了一个连我自己都不能控制的地步。。。

bought my bag already..
finally!!!
its still considered my xmas present for myself.

我又要破产了。。
糟糕！
又得牺牲我最爱的薯条了。。
没得吃薯条了！
这是没办法的办法。

numb.

我很不开心。。
真得很不开心！

他变了。。

天气转凉了，
总是觉得冷冷的。。
但现在，
我的心也开始冷了。。
我真的不知道我自己还能维持多久。

satisfied.

我真的是累倒了。。

打扫其实是很辛苦的。。
但看到你自己打扫得干干净净。。
是真的很有满足感！！
很爽!
晚点还得去买老大和老二的粮食！
然后又要去接baby。。
顺便去拿restaurant的锁匙。

明天Christopher Lee和Jessica Liu会来拍戏。
有点期待啦。。
哈哈！

worse thing is..
i have to reach VM at 8am to open door..
tien hon will come at 8.30am.

i think i will be very shag tml.
lucky thing was..
i will finish at 10pm.

just finished cleaning my floor..
now i'm doing my facial mask.
very very long never pamper myself!!!
always busy with work stuffs.

悲伤的我。。

well..
i'm back!

my mind is so messy.

他已经差不多整个晚上没回我了。。
我也不知道为什么。。
我又开始胡思乱想了！

我其实昨晚是很开心的。。
因为能和baby一起迎接2008年。。
还一起看漂亮的烟花！

可是现在。。
我的心情又没什么好了。
是不是不想再要我这个人了？

本来因该是开开心心的。。
结果呢？。。

告诉我应该要怎么做？
我又担心又烦。

眼泪又不听我的话了。
就是一直在流。。。。。

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY 2008!!

i'll be coming back to update later..
cos i'm meeting anand at MAC for supper..
a chit-chatting session also.
quite long nvr meet up liao.

gonna have my shower now.
will be back in awhile's time.

another tired day..

today got a solemnisation function.
they are very "budget" lor..
hmm..
lucky time was passing quite fast.
tml working split.
& i am still awake.
but..
i am so gonna dead dead after my update.

thanks baby for waiting for me to finish work even thou i knew he wanted so much to go back home after a long long day.
thanks to my baby for a ride to buy my maggie mee & sending me home right to my doorstep & into my cozy bedroom..

亲爱的老公，
我是很珍惜你一直来所对我付出的一切！
我的心是能感觉得到。。
每次你下班后等我，
我都很高兴！
因为我很期待和你一起回家。

我是真的越来越爱你了！
希望你也一样爱我就像我一样爱你。

speechless

once again..
i am speechless.
something which is quite true.

it doesnt pays to be good.
only on certain areas.

i am not angry anymore.
cant find any other reasons to be angry.

一切都是注定的。。

whether i believe or not..
its always the negative.

我不想再寻找答案了。
再也不想了。。
可能不知道比知道好。

lacking of rest.

its been quite a while since i updated.
well..
my schedule was very packed.

ok.
was quite tired these few days.
always lack of sleep.

baby & me went to have steamboating session with pat, jeremy, shihua, shihui after work.
shihua came down to vm around 11plus..
the steamboating was damn fun.
eat until so bloated.
but very shiok.
me & jeremy kept on fighting till the last min.
baby sent me home first then he went back JB.
reached home about 3am plus..

work 3pm-1am..
but finished at 11pm cos no much people..
if not they will owe me extra hours.
went back home to have a quick bath then go down again.
exchanging presents was fun.
but abit unhappy later..
cried like f**k.
btu now everything is fine.
so i wanna forget about that xmas eve night.
reach home at about 6am plus..
slept a few hrs then go work again.
baby & me very steam-ed!

tml working split shift.
shall go back to his hometown after work.
nth much for now.
will be back again.

nitex..