a sotong yvonne :P

i am such a blur sotong..
hehe*
thought dear was finishing work at 4.30pm..
so i faster wake up & do housework..
then watch golden pillow..
ended up to know he's finishing at 5.30pm la..
i was like so..
argh*
rushed like hell for nothing..
i should have slowed down myself.

later going to meet dear..
go see see for 老大 & 老二 toys..

tml working morning..
tue & wed also the same.

thurs off.
fri got split shift.
sat also morning if i am not wrong.
cos i wanna do something for my dear..
cant wait for his birthday to come..
wee*
as if its my birthday like that..
i am such a kan chiong spider..

its all because i love him..
he has done lotsa things for me.
being with me..
he is often very tired..
trying his best to accompany me whenever he can..
then still gotta make his way back home to JB..
i am so gonna promise myself to treat him good good.
just that my dear is sometimes a un-move-able STONE.
however..
he is still nice.
still romantic at times..
but often too late..
cos everytime i angry or upset then his romantic side will show.
i cant imagine losing him.
it will be like a world with sunshine.
but but but..
he is always so cute when trying to cheer me up again.
looks so pathetic..
i am always secretly laughing in my heart everytime he looks so pathetic yet so cute.
without fail..
i always lose until very jialat..
i cant control myself not to laugh when he's cheering me up..

omg*
this is true.
michelle is so accurate..
i have got 情花毒!!!

我已经跌进了黄成华的世界。。。

muacks my dear.
i'm so looking forward to see u laterrrrr....

:)

woohoo*
finally completed my 5 consecutive days of work..
so tired yet happy.
but exams around the corner..
so after next week..
shall stop work for about 2weeks.
pay will be so much lesser..
haix..
no choice..

monday got revision class..
abit scared..

i wanna stop here liao..
lazy to keep on typing..
nth much to update also.

chaotic days..

i was too busy to come online the past few days.
this week got 3 split shifts..
i was like so steam-ed!
abit sian la..
but no choice..
this month spent alot.
got my hammies le..
bought two males..
cos i don want babies to prevent inconveniences..
furthermore,
i will be very anxious if the mother gives birth and i wouldnt know what to do with the babies!
my two hammies' names are..
老大 & 老二..
cos dear said these two names the best..
no need to crack our brains to think of the names.

i am so so so tired today..
nvr had enuff sleep ytd night..
then today work..
my face was kinda sian la..

tml split shift again..
fri also..
god bless me then..

bleeding heart

i wasnt feel very good after mel & her bf went to Lot 1..
very giddy after i came out from toilet.
i could feel my hands are ice cold..
i was really afraid to be alone.

so i called dear..
but i guess i made a wrong decision.
i know he wont come down & waste a trip like that.
so i called nic..
but nic nvr pickup my call.
nvm.
i called weiming..
wanted to ask him for help but i know he's with baobao so i just bluff him saying that i am bored.
my last solution..
i called kenji.
without fail..
he came down in cab & sent me home.
surprisingly..
nic came down with kenji anyway.

i know he was tired after training..
yet he still pretend to look energetic & happy.
still bought me a doughnut to cheer me up.
thanks for helping me & staying by my side when i am afraid to be alone.

somehow..
i wished dear is the one to come down..
but i know he wont.
i just knew the answer.
my heart tells me so.
yet i still call him even though i know there will be disappointment.

i am so stupid.
such a stupid fool.
i am doing so much for nothing.
really nothing!
i shouldnt have cracked my brains for ideas all along..
for i know i wouldnt feel appreciation.
i am just not appreciated.

i want a hammie!

i am meeting melissa later..
cos we both wanna buy hammies!
hehe*
nvr had a hammie since last year cos my both xiaobai & xixi passed away.

decided to get another hammie.
but still not sure wat kind of hammie i want.
i want 2 hammies..
cos mel said living alone very lonely.
sounds true la..
but i thought like that even better cos the only hammie got the full attention?
dono lahs..
will discuss with dear again..

later going to meet her and look around for hammies..
will update later if possible.

happie gal :)

yeahx*
tonight can see dear liao..
i am so so so happy*
2days nvr meet him at all..
today is the 3rd day..
but i really miss him like hell..
i so wanna have a great big hug from him.

tml go celebrate my niece, rachel's birthday.
dear is coming along too..
so looking foward to see her.

wee*
i am on cloud nine~~~

tonight have to attend lessons..
but i will leave at 8.30pm during the break.
today my body so lazy..
keep yawning..
nvr even bother to pack up my messy stuffs..

i am just waiting for time to pass then i can see dear liao!
hehe*

uploaded pics!

so tired today.
work split shift.
morning was quite ok..
worked with melissa & ady.
took some pics when we are damn bored..


mel & me


ady & me.


mel. ady. me.


my shift break. a quite snapshot lying on the restaurant sofa. cant fall asleep anyway..

my 3pics of dear..
forced him to act de..
lolx.
looks so cute.
seems like a tiny timid mouse.
simply loves him to the core.
i miss him too.


a squeaky & mischievous mouse.


no cheese for u~


a hungry mouse.

idiotic day >__<"

i am having a bad headache today..
ever since i woke up..
so terrible.
plus its another monday blues symptoms for me.
i still dragged my feet to work.
boring.
omg*
help~~~

later going school again..
argh.
fuck it.
just gotta endure a few lessons more then done.
but after that got exams le.
haix.

i am so sick..
gastric problems not totally recovered yet.
damn.
appetite is like so poor like hell..
so hungry..
feel so hungry yet cant eat much.
otherwise the pain comes again..
and there goes my day.

i so so so miss my dear.
i am dying..

nic said i got 情花毒!
i was like saying..wth!
kenji just smiled & said...
maybe he misses u too.

my ding-dong friends are all like that..
however..
i am used to it.

shall stop here for now.
byebye.

minnie misses her mickey :'(

i was so sick & full of pain the past few days.
had terrible gastric pain..
so unbearable.
had to go to the doctor.
got some sleeping pills too.
no choice.
need it so badly for my sleep.
$88 flew away from dear.
cos i not enuff money..
have to wait till pay comes out then pay him back.

just came back from dear's house.
today slept whole day..
lolx*
too tired & lazy.

dear just left my house not long ago..
i already miss him :'(
but i just had to understand that he needs his own time & freedom.
he has his own home.
but i still miss him.

right now..
i can only miss him in the deepest corner of my heart.

haix.
tml work morning..
after that still need to go class.
sian la.

wonder how am i gonna survive without my dear..

minnie will always love mickey.

lacking of time.

this few days work morning..
at night got dear acc me..
so no time to update.

yesterday suppose to work till 10pm.
then when i was about to go home..
unexpected crowd came.
sucks*
so busy..
i stayed till 12.30am!
i cant imagine i work 10hrs just like that.
nvm la.
more money..
its over anyway.

but today i was damn steamed lor..
eyes so heavy..

later going to dear's 2nd home.
will be spending a night with him.

haix.
after he change jobs..
we may not meet that often as now..
i am so scared that i cant see him..
really really scared..

hopefully my dad can allow him to move in with me.
he will pay abit of rent la..
then i can see him more le.
pls..
hopefully my wish can come true.

i shall stop here.
dear finishing work soon..
will be fetching me in awhile's time.
i'm gonna have my shower now.

byebye.